Chronicles of a Married Sex Addict: Ben Becomes Suspicious (Book One, Part Eight)

Summary

The narrative describes a married sex addict's encounter with her husband after engaging in virtual and physical sexual activities with another man, leading to a strained interaction and her husband's suspicion.

Abstract

In "Chronicles of a Married Sex Addict: Ben Becomes Suspicious (Book One, Part Eight)," the protagonist finds herself in a compromising situation when her husband, Ben, unexpectedly joins her in bed after she has already reached sexual satisfaction through virtual and physical encounters with another man, Jack. The protagonist, who has not had sexual relations with her husband in three years, attempts to navigate the situation by offering oral sex to avoid intercourse, which she finds uncomfortable due to oversensitivity. However, her decision to let Ben ejaculate in her mouth, something she despises, raises his suspicion about her behavior and the state of their marriage. The story ends with the protagonist acknowledging the need to be more discreet in her extramarital activities.

Opinions

The protagonist views Ben as emotionally bottled up and distant, as they no longer discuss sex or share the use of sex toys.
The protagonist has a clear preference for her extramarital sexual encounters with Jack over those with her husband, Ben.
The protagonist's decision to engage in oral sex with Ben to avoid penetration and further discomfort suggests a level of dissatisfaction or discomfort with her marital sexual relationship.
The protagonist's aversion to swallowing semen is strong, yet she does so to maintain the facade of her affair with Jack, indicating her desperation to keep her infidelity secret.
Ben's reaction indicates his awareness of the protagonist's unusual behavior and his suspicion that something is amiss in their relationship.

When you’re new to something, there’s a learning curve

As I shut my laptop and gathered my toys to clean them, I heard footsteps in the hallway. It was Ben coming to bed and I was still naked with my toys. I knew I wouldn’t make it to the bathroom in time, so I laid back down and acted like I was starting to use them alone. Ben had become a very bottled person entirely, so we didn’t even talk about sex anymore and he had no idea that I had toys. We used them early in our relationship, but he tired of them quickly, so I reserved my masturbation time to tub time.

He stopped and looked at me with a confused look on his face. He didn’t know what to think. The only thing I could think of was what instantly came out of my mouth, “Wanna join me?” He turned the light off and came to bed, naked. Now, if you didn’t read part seven (see chapters below), you should know that I had just had two orgasms virtually with Jack. In other words, I was done and not in the mood. So, now I’m stuck. For the first time in three years, my husband wants sex and it’s on a day that I’ve already had both in person and virtual sex with Jack.

I tried to fain interest as he sucked my nipples and turned on my butterfly (which was painful since my clit was over sensitized now), while I gave him a hand job. Ben was breathing harder as I caressed his cock between both hands in an alternating upward massage pattern. Then, a BRILLIANT idea popped into my head to avoid penetration and more discomfort. I pushed him over on his back and moved down the bed to wrap my mouth around his nice, hard cock. I massaged his balls with one hand while I sucked on the head of his cock and massaged the shaft with the other hand. His moaning and breathing got louder and deeper as he grabbed my hair with pleasure. He turned over on his side and I laid on my side in a 69 position while I continued to suck him off and he fingered me (Ben never gave oral sex). I managed to knock my butterfly off in process so I could stop that weird sensation. I could feel his muscles tighten up as he neared orgasm.

That’s when I enacted my BRILLIANT plan, that ended up being a huge mistake. Instead of letting him pull out of my mouth and flip me around to fuck me in whatever position he chose (which was normal), I basically refused to let him pull out of my mouth by putting more downward momentum and pushed him back on his back. I kept sucking until he came in my mouth and then I swallowed it. You don’t know me, so let me say I actually HATE that more than anything I’ve ever tried sexually and Ben was well aware of that. He actually came in my mouth one time while I was giving him head as he drove us back from a bar once when we were young and stupid (he pulled over for the finish) and never made that mistake again.

Ben sighed hard and caught his breath before saying, “That was your fault and I have no idea why you did that! If you didn’t want to have sex with me then why did you ask me to join you?!” Ben was mad because he thought I was going to scream at him for what just happened, but instead I said, “Yeah bad timing on my part. I just wanted to make sure you got off and I didn’t move in time.” He turned on the light as we got dressed and I cleaned my toys. He looked at me cautiously and angrily. I could see the wheels turning in his brain as he said, “What’s going on? You didn’t even get off yourself before you stopped.” I said, “You’re being dramatic. It was a timing issue, brought on by the fact that we haven’t had sex in three years, and counting technically. I didn’t get off because I got caught up in you and now I’m just tired.” With that, he huffed and went to bed. So, a couple days into my affair with Jack and Ben’s already suspicious. Time to put some effort into being sneaky… Continue to Part Nine: https://readmedium.com/chronicles-of-a-married-sex-addict-sex-lies-and-secrets-part-nine-91d364d8253a

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