TRYING2️⃣UNDERSTAND
Are You Really Your Worst Enemy?
And what to do about it
I listened to Leo Gura lecturing about Systems Thinking and systemic problems. At some point, he argued that terrorists are not the worst enemies of the state, but the poorly designed systems.
That sounded very similar to my thoughts about hackers. I believe we can always relate problems to the (poorly designed) system.
Thinking about it, I digged deeper and realized that it is not the system.
All (natural) systems are self-regulating and self-correcting, so they (kind of) cannot be faulty by design. The main issue might be that we don’t understand them (enough).
With every (self-regulating and self-correcting) system that ‘seems to face’ systemic problems, we either:
- do not understanding the function and relations of the system,
- (and/or) mess with and try to correct that system.
Leo continued that we are our worst enemy. In the terrorists example it is us as the state. In personal matters, us again.
But failing to see the bigger picture we might think that way we’ll destroy ourselves. Is it wrong to be your own worst enemy? I don’t think so.

We (always) are exactly where we need to be. (Please note the difference between the need and the want to be)

Doing the wrong steps raises our awareness and understanding of what wrong means. Which consequently pushes us to change course.
When we make mistakes, we continually do so until we finally see clearly (enough) the wrongness of our thoughts and actions.
Then, we learn, change direction, and start to improve.
So I asked myself how bad of an enemy do I need? Exactly as powerful as I am, I guess.
Can I make an adversary to hard to face? I don’t think so. I cannot create something stronger than I am.
That reminds me of a quote by Terrence McKenna:
“Thought can only go as far as the language that paves the road.”
It’s all about the limitations of our brain. We can create something smart if we’re not smart enough to begin with.
Which means we can only create an enemy as powerful as we are. Is that good or bad?
If I need to progress doing wrong (as much as I can handle) to finally learn, change direction, and advance, it’s good.
It’s just about one more thing — about the ‘as much as I can handle.’ Who decides how much you can handle?
You do — in your mind!






