Anxious Like Me
Dead Poets Live Prompt: _____ Like Me

out in public eye am I sunshine behind this cloud I handle your emotions I take them home all proud I wrap them up and hold them as if they were my own and wonder why insomnia won’t leave me alone so much drama of my youth pretend the change has come to be let me wallow in this fiction let this theater swallow me the hiding spot is seeping through for you can see my fins I’ve been called a chameleon I suppose I’m good at switching skins for who was I before emerging soaked from all this rain I’ve given in to life half-lived addicted to the pain I’ve called on you to watch me dance then run inside to hide for comfort with who I really am would mean admitting that I’ve lied the outside watches eagerly, to fit with them I’ve tried to lift this veil and breathe this life to give it all before I’ve died mirrors in the morning will tell if I did sleep at night this slope is icy grass the climb to dreams is steep
In response to this prompt and for all those who suffer from fear of being true to themselves and for those who have a hard time sleeping.
© Samantha Lazar 2020
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