POETRY
America, I’m Watching You
Our children have eyes, and they are watching.
I woke up this morning with not a care in the world
Of course, you still call me baby, but that’s ok
We plan our day, much like most days, especially these days
I have breakfast and have some time to play
Now time do my schooling, in this most unconventional way
Lunchtime, one of my favorite times
Will we have the little meatballs or the chicken dinosaurs?
Back to my desk, or rather the kitchen table for more school
You try to keep your patience, but this is new for you too
It’s been a hard couple of months, I know we are both trying
We are both scared about the other option, so this will have to do for now
This part of the day is done, the rest of the family will be home soon
“Dinner time everyone” and the chaos ensues
“Who is having the pizza, who is having the chicken sticks, and what is that”?
Time for some TV and a bath
A shower in my case, since I am bigger now
Watching my favorite shows, not for the first time, but not quite the tenth
I have my toys with me, my dog, and of course you
You tell me it will be a special night, where I can stay up just a little later
It’s time for me to know more about the “adult” world that I will someday live
Share politics with me, to understand the process, and be proud of where we live
I settle on the sofa, you next to me in the big chair
Two men walk onto the stage, but there are no hands shaken
That’s OK, it’s to keep each other safe, right?
90 minutes total the man says, OK I can watch this
Just the length of my favorite show and that always makes me laugh
I try not to interrupt, but I don’t understand
The man on the left is screaming, ranting, and seems unsure of his thoughts
The man on the right, shaking his head a lot, and looking dumbfounded at what the other man is saying
The words become tense, distasteful, and just mean
You tell me it is the way that it is, I hear that on the TV screen too!
We watch more, you muttering under your breath
“What is happening here,” I ask myself?
This is not how it looked in the books at school
The man in the middle, when we see him, seems flabbergasted and sort of scared
Much like I do when I can’t get the pieces put back together when you tell me not to take it apart
OK, it’s over now, but I’m not sure what I just saw?
Is this how it works? How it’s supposed to work? How it is?
All this noise is part of the process? Did I miss the questions, more importantly, were there supposed to be answers?
Now there are other people on the stage, but no one seems happy and there is little applause
I guess it’s over now, and their task is done
Is this how it all works? How you decide and I will someday?
Sort of like at the playground when I was younger and we couldn’t decide who was to be on which swing?
We don’t do that anymore though, since we are all older now
Yet, when I get older, I will have to play this game again?
Fight over the “swing”, the one that you want to be on, as do I?
I don’t like this game, seems that there should be a better way
Maybe just pick better people to play, better people
You say that I am old enough to see the world through your eyes
Is this really what I have waited to see?
In Closing
After watching the debates last night I came up with this poem.
I had slept on my thoughts overnight, thinking about the many parents I was hearing about during the after shows who were calling in, tweeting, and emailing talking about what their children had seen.
Those parents thought that they were doing the right thing by letting their now older children watch the process. Why not, it will be “their” process someday too. Yet what they shared, they may have not wanted their children to see.
I’m not a parent, so I am not sure, but I do know what I saw. You did too!
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Michael Thacker is a not so young adult blogger, aspiring writer, and sometimes seller of real estate.
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