About Her
I was watching her,
I am not a stalker but just a good observer,
She was the ‘it’ girl of my school although she was poor which is ironic because she didn’t wear brands,
She was really upset all the time, God knows about what, she was trying to sought.
One day, she was sitting alone in that abandoned class crying wondering about people dying,
But was really good at drinking her tears
Showcasing herself as fierce.
She was not alone, but lonely and a clone
she was famous as hell and when the bell rang
As if the wind sang the lads would clad around her,
She was putting on a beautiful smile as if nothing’s wrong.
You were running a race when you were on. the verge of getting amputated (god-like)
She was hurting, still flirting with dimwits
Her eyes were a story,
Looking at her made me feel like I had drunk a beer…I felt high and sighed and thought.
Is it my mistake that I let you let me go!
I know it sounds dramatic but that’s just how I feel!
Others might have let this go unnoticed
But you were so strong
You don’t need to be so cold if you’re not
You’re just a human and have a right to feel meek, coward, small and Weak.
I feel even God couldn’t see you in pain
You were so Intelligent, beauty with brains
You were wondering if you could ever gain anything out of this labyrinth of suffering.
You wanted to go straight and fast,
You didn’t want to suffer anymore,
Or else you’d have blast.
Now…
You are gone; leaving me all alone to myself
Did I mean anything to you?
Did you kill yourself or was it just an accident!!
These questions will dent my brains
I may not be the same,
That car you were driving drunk,
And dashed straight to death,
straight and fast as you wanted,
What made you take that decision in that picosecond?
I loved you with my heart, I gave it to you
And you broke it but that’s fine
You didn’t need to break yours too
Because that was more important to me than mine but I’m acting as if I’m fine,
I can never be yours and you were my lifeline,
It’s already nine and I have realized that was my time,
only in my dreams with you now every day I can dine,
that blow was low,
I’m left here seeing you glow.
But don’t worry I’ll grow, maybe slow,
but know that I’ll grow…
You are my Hero and you’re flying higher than anyone!
The perk of being a wallflower doesn’t apply to me because I’m one too!
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