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— I need that muscle to seize me forth;</p><p id="b968">Pestering me to fluster, under this sheer weight — I apologize, but I cannot avail under such bulk,</p><p id="a58e">And expect my love to remain true, and not awful In its facsimile of what has never been truthful, yet not confronted.</p><p id="dfd3">A seeing for love, I grow too cold, lingering beneath the ill Expectations of wished-for returns, here.</p><p id="0802">To throw a bad love kindly is ill, but to keep a once-good love Falsely, is an ill twice to be thrown from perpetuity.</p><p id="c78c">Love anon, anon, anon —</p><p id="6d5f">I bear, and let it not now be recounted; There it is… I go now and bid you no torment From my sudden departures — you knew, you knew of my Falsehoods now, if I could reassure you in aught thereon.</p><p id="4a46">Anon, anon, anon — does the rapping of our devotions kvetches—</p><p id="bbb7">Purely thin, and thickly fringed — repeat it thrice, and you’ll spoil</p><p id="06df">The memory that takes the pressure of the disappointing lacking —</p><p id="2805">That is the pure confront of me;</p><p id="731b">Last and outlast my foolish pursuits / after the meadows of our adoration Have been reaped grimly, by the silliness of my demands; Go now, and outlast me — find the love not bitter, in my angle. And it demands to be heard only further.</p><p id="1269">Love anon, anon, anon —</p><p id="d386">Go now — go! And let me not be your further pursuit; Nary your falling repeat.</p><p id="f455">I butcher all ties, don’t you dare repeat Or use I as your final excuses For all sin —</p><p id="3439">Go, and let it be done!;</p><p id="aa49">Go — go!</p><p id="1ca9">COME <b><i>ALONG WITH THE <a href="https://medium.com/@joanieadamms/subscribe">DOCTOR’S NEWSLETTER</a></i></b></p><figure id="c7bd"><img src="https://cdn-images-1.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:800/1*5PAEHKnruKYHimS-Xsr5FQ.png"><figcaption><a href="https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Frances_Farmer_in_Photoplay,_Jan._1937.png"><b>Frances Farmer in Photoplay, Jan. 1937</b></a></figcaption></figure><h2 id="a70e">DO SHARE ADORATION FOR THE GLORIOUS THOUGHT-THINKERS:</h2><div id="41ad" class="link-block"> <a href="https://medium.com/thought-thinkers"> <div> <div> <h2>Thought Thinkers</h2> <div><h3>A community for readers, writers, poets, satirists, creatives and thought thinkers.</h3></div> <div><p>medium.com</p></div>

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A Seeing For Love

A Repeating Image OF Love Anon — Sightseer’s Poems

Come and hear, from the trails of a love lost, clinging on, hear me repeat this tragic tale, in this poem.

Han van Meegeren — Martien Beversluis-Dignate Robbertz

©Joanie Adams — Joanie Adams; Gift A Tea: https://ko-fi.com/joanieadamms

Flashing — flashing — fascinating me Abounding, nestling that trick,

Love breaches the hefty walls anon, Anon and anon, making amends is all

I ever wished to offer you aught, yet naught Of such hopeful kinds ever could arrive.

The youthful prospects, it was deceiving Me on, the desire was full — the bosom ever more the empty thing;

Truth to be told coldly, it was the beginning of nothing. Naught changes more ill when the diseased idolizing of thin lies

In the slacking shield of kited wings In a brisk wind, is snapped, like a neck;

The life untethered cannot be bound to it, That cherishing of hope over fact —

It suits me ill to give something I cannot — Truth be told on that:

Of grimly cold reservoirs, That has given you Naught else but grief and despair, by my lack thereof

Love spirals in the affinity Which peddles paddocks;

I am unkind in my certainty for such a thing, So be it — I need that muscle to seize me forth;

Pestering me to fluster, under this sheer weight — I apologize, but I cannot avail under such bulk,

And expect my love to remain true, and not awful In its facsimile of what has never been truthful, yet not confronted.

A seeing for love, I grow too cold, lingering beneath the ill Expectations of wished-for returns, here.

To throw a bad love kindly is ill, but to keep a once-good love Falsely, is an ill twice to be thrown from perpetuity.

Love anon, anon, anon —

I bear, and let it not now be recounted; There it is… I go now and bid you no torment From my sudden departures — you knew, you knew of my Falsehoods now, if I could reassure you in aught thereon.

Anon, anon, anon — does the rapping of our devotions kvetches—

Purely thin, and thickly fringed — repeat it thrice, and you’ll spoil

The memory that takes the pressure of the disappointing lacking —

That is the pure confront of me;

Last and outlast my foolish pursuits / after the meadows of our adoration Have been reaped grimly, by the silliness of my demands; Go now, and outlast me — find the love not bitter, in my angle. And it demands to be heard only further.

Love anon, anon, anon —

Go now — go! And let me not be your further pursuit; Nary your falling repeat.

I butcher all ties, don’t you dare repeat Or use I as your final excuses For all sin —

Go, and let it be done!;

Go — go!

COME ALONG WITH THE DOCTOR’S NEWSLETTER

Frances Farmer in Photoplay, Jan. 1937

DO SHARE ADORATION FOR THE GLORIOUS THOUGHT-THINKERS:

BELATION’S CRY — SIGHTSEER’S POEMS

The CURATION — THE FINE RABBLE’S PUBLICATION:

A REFINEMENT IN PROSE — MORNING PAPERS:

As ever, Dear Reader.

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