Summary

The poem "You kind of break my heart" reflects on a deep, unrequited love and the struggle to move on from someone who has caused pain.

Abstract

The poem delves into the emotional turmoil of loving someone who is not fully invested in the relationship. The speaker acknowledges the pain of being lied to and manipulated, yet their love perseveres through all seasons. Despite the heartache, there is an enduring affection for the person's quirks and a hope that they will one day recognize the depth of the speaker's love. The poem also touches on the realization that love cannot be forced, and the speaker must let go to find peace and the missing piece of themselves. Ultimately, the speaker offers unconditional support and friendship, despite the unrequited nature of their love.

Opinions

The speaker feels deeply hurt by the other person's actions and lies but still holds onto love and hope.
There is a sense of resignation as the speaker acknowledges that the past cannot be changed and that relationships may not last.
The poem conveys a message of self-preservation and the necessity of moving on, despite the lingering pain and the depth of the speaker's feelings.
The speaker wishes for the other person to understand the extent of their love without having to explicitly express it.
There is a strong undercurrent of forgiveness and a willingness to remain a supportive figure in the other person's life, even if the romantic aspect of the relationship is over.

You kind of break my heart

A poem

Every time I turn my back to you,

I rely on all of your lies

While you play with me like children do.

Don’t try to find new reasons

To prove yourself right

I could wait for you all four seasons

I swear I wouldn’t mind.

I loved your little smile, but more than that,

I loved you being you, silly and mad.

Try to be nicer, don’t break some other hearts

Trust me you will find someone,

You will think it was guided by stars.

But remember, no matter if I am gone

No one will ever care for you, the way that I have done.

And don’t regret the things that happened in past

We cannot go back, nothing ever lasts.

And time just flows, and they say that it heals

But why am I bleeding, even though it has been years?

My love to you was deeper, than I wanted it to be

And it aches every time you remind of yourself to me.

It is not your fault, I am the one who is stupid

I lived in my dreams, as I always do it.

But it is time to wake up, and lose the hope

You can’t force your love on someone, so you just don’t.

Even though I will never tell you

About the things that I have felt,

Deep in my heart I have a hope

For you to find it out yourself.

I have loved you dearly, and struggled as well

With burden that was bigger than the lies I have said.

I want to let you go, and set myself free

I hope one day I also find the missing piece of me.

But till then, if you ever need a shoulder to lean on

I will be there for you, my friend,

And my love that was unknown.