avatarJade Willow

Summary

The author expresses the profound loss and disorientation caused by someone's actions, yet despite this, they endure.

Abstract

The article titled "You Destroyed Everything I Had To Live For" conveys a deep sense of grief and confusion following a significant personal loss. The author, Jade Willow, reflects on the impact of this loss, which has blurred the distinction between night and day and left them feeling unsure of themselves. The sense of time has lost its relevance, and the author expresses a pervasive feeling of not caring about anything anymore. They accuse the person responsible for their pain of killing their joy and destroying their reason for living. Despite these harsh words, the author acknowledges a persistent presence, suggesting resilience in the face of repeated adversity.

Opinions

  • The author feels that the person addressed has caused irreparable damage to their life.
  • There is a sense of time and daily routine losing meaning, indicating a potential state of depression or trauma.
  • The author implies that the joy and purpose in their life were once tied to what was lost.
  • Despite the pain and destruction, the author has shown a pattern of endurance, suggesting a strong will to survive and overcome.
  • The author's tone suggests a complex emotional landscape, combining anger, sorrow, and a sense of abandonment.

You Destroyed Everything I Had To Live For

But I’m still here

Photo Credit: Pexels // Nelly Aran

Night and day That’s what you took away from me that day

It all becomes one blur Something of which I still feel unsure

What time is it? What day is it? Does it matter?

Nothing matters anymore That’s what you did to me You killed my joy You destroyed everything I had to live for You became something most would abhor But here I am, always, just like every time before

Jade Willow.

Poetry
Mental Health
Relationships
Addiction
Love
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