Writing Became My Therapy

As mentioned in my bio, I’m here to document my journey and experiences dealing with mental health, in the hope it helps you in some capacity.
In my first ever post, I alluded to keeping a diary/log of some kind as a way for me to open up about how I’m feeling

Lightbulb Moment
Prior to posting my first article, I decided to send it to a close friend for a second opinion. One of his observations were…
“Writing seems to be your therapy”
That comment acted as a lightbulb moment & for the first time it got me thinking
“Maybe you’re right”
It was around 18 months ago during a bad phase of anxiety and depression that this method occurred to me
I don’t know why, but when laying in bed overthinking various facets of my life, I decided to document exactly how I was feeling as if speaking to a friend, partner or therapist.

What It Did For Me
What I got in return was perhaps what you’d envisage yourself feeling like if you were speaking to someone directly.
It was tough, but I also experienced a sense of relief, ease and self recognition as to what I was experiencing.
However, what stood out to me most when making these notes, was the fact I felt a sense of distraction from the constant internal dialogue I experienced prior to starting.

It Can Be Your Therapy
Since that day I’ve had a number of occasions where I’ve slipped into very dark places, and when I say dark places, I mean serious suicidal ideation.
On each occasion, I unlocked my phone, opened my notes again and documented exactly how I felt just like before.
When I look back on that day, laying in bed writing for the first time, I guess that set the precedent to where I am today, writing down my experiences in the attempt to assist others on their journey.

Summary
So, if you’re struggling to open up, perhaps it’s time to document how you’re feeling, or perhaps take some time to write about other areas/interests in your life.
Talking from experience, it’s certainly working as a distraction for me and becoming “my therapy”.
Thank you for reading and please feel free to leave a comment if you’d like to ask me a question.






