Would You Like To Be A Bird?
Do you wonder, Stevie? (Ok kill me for this joke)
I can’t stand staring at a screen much longer. Sometimes, it happens: I realize that I have been stuck on my phone or on my computer the whole day. I stayed in my bubble for too long. I’ve tired my eyes for too long. I need a rest, I need to see what reality looks like. I forgot about it for too long.
Then, I get up and go to the living room. But the TV is on. I look out of the window. There’s a pigeon on an electrical wire. He’s black and seems to be well fed.
I stare at him (or her?) and think about life, about our lives. I’m always inside, he’s always outside. Which one is happier? Which one lives the life they want? Which one is living it up? I wonder.
How would I feel, if I was a bird? How would it feel to fly? To see the sky as my home, and not as a dreamland? How would I feel if I was covered by fuzz and feathers? How would I feel if I didn’t have any arms, but instead I had wings? How would I feel if I had a beak? If I couldn’t communicate the same way I do now? Through words, through speaking? I wonder.
How would I feel? How would you feel? I wonder.
Would I think the same way I do now? Would I wonder what my life would have been if I was a dog, a human, a tree, an ant? Would I wonder how it would feel to not be able to fly? Would I have any consciousness beyond “I need to eat. I need to sleep. I need sex. I need to run away from this predator”? Would I…
Uh. Never mind. The pigeon has just pooped and left.






