Worthy to receive!

For decades I have focussed on gratitude. On not asking anybody for help. Only a supreme being of light. I say only but actually that is the ultimate source. Why then would I put the Ko-fi coffee request below my writing as I have today?

Perhaps it began with crying. This morning due to grief I couldn’t seem to stop. Stayed home. Rare for me. I usually get out as soon as I get up.

Perhaps there is a belief I don’t deserve. Perhaps as it was this morning a deep seated misery around being unable to rescue. A guilt attached to an age old trauma.

As the day progressed I didn’t think so much as flow. Had tried the Ko-fi thing a year ago but couldn’t figure it out. Was too engrossed in escaping from a narcissist. But today letting go of negativity low self worth and misery seemed to help. Just click click click and voila.

I try not to expect too much. But am happy to receive at last. It is a wonderful feeling when someone else appreciates you/your work etc. And I’m guessing my first coffee will feel amazing. Well will probably need to because $3 doesn’t buy a coffee in Melbourne anymore. But even half a coffee would be fun. Lets see. And may I thank you for reading. I have some regulars who keep me going. Support is very welcome.

The sun shines. The day nearly over. But it’s been huge. Beginning to turn corners. It might be very overdue to sort out some writing for books. Take care and hopefully you will have the same kind of quiet turn around moments that I have had today.

For those souls who’d like to support me please click here: https://ko-fi.com/avigailhalberg

With many thanks, Avigail Halberg.