Worst Enemy

A poem

Wasn’t allowed to do all she wanted to do, no having desires, wishes not compatible with their standards or them, no

Now she finds herself saying, no to all desires and wishes as if she’s been conditioned

She is allowed still, she says no can’t feel, do, or want No one to blame now but herself

She didn’t know it then but knows it now lovers love, enemies hate hating herself makes her, her worst enemy