wishing for a genuine hug, asked my husband, he immediately turned around and went back upstairs to look for a screw.

I’m on my cycle and the first day is usually the toughest day for me. I wasn’t going to ask for the hug, but did it because I really needed it. I had to talk myself into asking my husband for a hug…I know, pathetic. These are the little moments I know I could build up in my head why I should cheat, but I’m not interested in cheating. I’m not even sure if I got divorced if I’d ever get back on a relationship. Anyway, instead I’m going to record these moments in my head as reasons if and when I get a divorce, this is one of the reasons why. And now…I’m sad, disheartened when all I was a few moments ago was in pain from my cycle.