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The text is a reflective poem questioning the purpose of one's existence in the modern world, juxtaposing the mundane reality of daily life with the desire to make a meaningful impact.

Abstract

The poem "Why Am I Here?" by Jonathan Greene delves into the existential crisis of a person who spends much of their day in front of a computer screen, questioning whether this is their true purpose. It contrasts the passive consumption of media and the comfort of inaction with the active pursuit of changing the world. The speaker ponders if their presence on social media or as a father is enough, feeling insignificant in the vast universe, yet acknowledging the desire to be noticed and to make a difference. The poem suggests that perhaps the speaker's purpose is not to be grandiose but to find meaning in smaller, more personal contributions to the world.

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  • The author expresses a sense of disillusionment with the routine of spending hours in front of a computer, suggesting it may not be a fulfilling way to spend one's life.
  • There is a strong belief that one's purpose should involve making a significant impact on the world, rather than being complacent.
  • The poem conveys a feeling of inadequacy and self-doubt about the significance of the speaker's life and actions, particularly in comparison to grand aspirations like changing the world.
  • The speaker grapples with the idea that personal achievements, such as being a father, may be overshadowed by societal expectations to be influential or famous.
  • There is an acknowledgment of the struggle between the desire for recognition and the need to contribute to something greater than

Why Am I Here?

A Poem

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Why am I here? Surely it’s not to spend nine hours a day in front of a computer screen and yet, I do

What am I doing if I am not changing the world or is it enough that I want the world to change? Why am I here if I’m not going to do anything about anything and sit, complacent, because it’s hard to get up out of this chair and start to change the world?

Why am I here? Surely it’s not to spend my time on social media instead of walking in a forest or feeding someone who has no home where they can get fed or helping someone who is helpless or being someone who others can look up to

Some days I wonder why I am here and I don’t have a great answer other than to be a father If only for that, it’s enough But I should be doing more I could be doing more than watching YouTube and countless TED talks when I should be giving TED talks and making a difference

Maybe I’m meager and there’s no reason why I am here I am just here A speck of dust in an unforgiving universe raising my tiny little dust hand hoping to be noticed And maybe that’s the problem If I’m always hoping to be noticed how can I be here for something else And if I am only here in the hopes of getting noticed Why am I here at all?

© Jonathan Greene 2019

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