Who you attract into your life tells you more about yourself than about them

Are you paying attention?

The other day I talked to a friend about our ¨purpose, ¨ you know, the big ultimate question

¨Why are we here?

Why am I here?

Why are you here?

The big WHY¨

Sometimes when I write about this or even talk about it, I feel my brain tug in two different ways, a very analytical ¨Well, see, Sara, your parents met, had a little romp, and poof, nine months later, you arrived¨, yea that one, but that side of my brain is slowly morphing into a more profound and dark place the longer I am on this walk of life, especially being someone who believes in things that are unseen but are known so deep in your bones.

I have a friend who is a big ball of light, and whenever anyone is in her presence, she can not help but radiate this, and it, of course, triggers everyone around her. Yet mostly, she is interested in the feminine/masculine dance within this lifetime.

When we talk, I think I am so glad that is her task because that does not interest me at all, and we have spoken before about how we each have our dance.

Lately, I have been meeting people along my road that, at one point, would have triggered me into self-hatred, self-depreciation, or just good old jealousy. Yet knowing this has always been a struggle of mine, I want to figure out why I am here, and I began to notice patterns.

Who am I attracting into my space, and why. Again the big ole WHY. Except I love how it is more interesting than the what or the how in single-word questions.

As my friend has a dance with men, I have a dance with women. A spiritual, nonsexual dance, a way to be in the world with other influential, amazing women.

In the past, they triggered me, and instantly I knew it was one of my ¨things¨, something to transform in this lifetime. When I was growing up, most of my friends were males, and the females either never liked me, did not accept me, or flat out were mean, including family members.

Now that I look back, this mission has been blaring me in the face since I was born; wow, right?!

Yet this has recently become clearer; maybe it is because I have finally decided to accept and open my eyes. When I was in Israel, another volunteer showed up a beautiful blonde girl from Germany. It was as if she had descended from another planet.

Initially, when I met her, my thorns were about to come out, and then I walked into our room to introduce myself, and she was lying on the couch beside herself and looked as if she had a rough day, which she did. I offered her a cookie, and from that moment on, it was like we resumed a relationship that at one lifetime left off.

It was as if she was a part of me, and I was of her; it was not one-sided. Even the guy on the farm told us, ¨ I have never seen two women connect instantly as if they have known each other forever¨. It was that obvious.

The more we all sat around laughing and talking, the more close we grew. We were both Aquariuses, and she reminded me of when I was younger, she was such a beautiful soul, and reconnecting with her in this lifetime reminded me that we are all the same.

I would see how she interacted with others and was in amazement. We are all here to reconnect and re-meet and remember. We never meet anyone by accident; we never have experiences by accident.

If the universe tested me by sending in my soul sister to see if I was there, it would be the best gift I had received in a long time.

Hate, fear, and jealousy are the only ways to separate us; love and acceptance will bring us together and heal one another. So I am glad my friend has the dance with the masculine; I will choose to be surrounded by beautiful women any day.

She was not the only one who I have met recently, who I have had remembrances of, but she was the one who was sent in to remind me of this huge lesson that cookies solve everything.

There is no room for jealousy or hatred when we can see in others joy, love, and pureness of soul. We each have our path, and mine goes up and down; some days are better than others, but since I have realized this, I have attracted women who have also resonated with this sentiment.

It has been a very eye-opening and tear-jerking experience, and I should not be surprised; I am continually amazed by and at life.

XOXO

S

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