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nto God consciousness.</p><p id="05b1">This would bring humankind into a self-realization of its divinity.</p><p id="250a">In those ancient times the only way to introduce a whole new psychological gestalt into mass humankind was through religion. The Asamee played pivotal roles in some of the planet’s earliest religions. Both Jesus and his mother were members of the Asamee. And so was I.</p><p id="221d">The official symbol of the Asamee soul-group is a white feather. It has been passed down for the last forty thousand years or so to remind them of the group’s mission. It awakens the soul memory of every member.</p><p id="2bd2">When the Female Christ gave me the name of White Feather as she placed a white feather into my heart she was reminding me of the path I had long ago chosen. She was reminding me of the evolutionary path of all humankind; a return to the divinity from which we came.</p><p id="a7e6">I did other research as well. I delved into the ancient Chaldean/Kabbalah system of numerology — the oldest system of numerology on the planet. In this system all letters are represented by numbers. The word,<i> white</i>, is reduced to the number 6, which represents the number of the divine feminine. The word, <i>feather</i>, reduces to the number 9, which represents the number of the divine male.</p><p id="37db">So together, the name, <i>White Feather</i>, represents the perfect balance of male and female energies. It represents yin and yang. It represents the balance between the Female Christ and the Male Christ, a balance which brings humans to the center null point in a dualistic reality which presents the opening for Christ consciousness to move into God consciousness.</p><p id="705b">What would you do if you found out that this is what your name represents?</p><p id="ee0c">I spent a great deal of my life revolting against this. I did not want the responsibility. I just wanted a normal life.</p><p id="dac1">But at the same time I could not help but write about metaphysical things. When I finally started writing on the internet a quarter of a century ago I wrote almost exclusively what is now known as metaphysical woo-woo.</p><p id="0676">I quickly grew a retinue of followers. But then I started writing some personal stories that revealed that I was male; that I had a dick and balls. Up to this point everyone thought that I was female. Although my name, <b><i>White Feather</i></b>, is gender-neutral everyone assumed that I was female. Why? Why does everyone put everything into the dual categories of male and female and assign judgment accordingly?</p><p id="7fec">But this is what humans are conditioned to do. Most all of my followers ran for the hills when they learned that I had a penis and scrotum.</p><p id="a5de">I have been dealing with this my whole freaking life!</p><p id="f24b">And not just in my writing but also in real life (IRL). You can ask every woman I have lived with what their biggest complaint about me is and they will all tell you that it is that I just have way too much female energy. That is not what women want. They are female so what they are looking for is male ener

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gy.</p><p id="1a0f">But we are all both male and female. The problem is that most humans look outside of themselves for a complement to the gender energy that they identify with. We all have both energies within us but instead of finding the complementary energy within us we look outside of us for that energy. So many of us spend our whole lives looking for that energy outside of us. We just cannot feel whole unless we find that needed energy outside of ourselves.</p><p id="d847">But it is there right inside of us. If we can find it inside of us we can then begin to find the balance between those energies within us that opens up the null point center of balance that opens the door to our divinity. As long as we remain unbalanced between the dualistic energies within ourselves that door remains shut. As long as we remain totally focused on only one side of the equation we might gain some insights but we can never experience the balance necessary to propel ourselves into higher dimensions of our divinity.</p><p id="6415">I’ve been saying this for decades but no one gets it. Humans have been conditioned since early childhood that they must pick one: male or female. It has to be one or the other. There cannot be some combination thereof. There certainly cannot be any sort of balance. It has to be one or the other.</p><p id="ed49">Males have been following this conditioning for millennia. Females are finally breaking out of this conditioning but they are just going to the opposite end of the polarity. God must be female! The Universe must be female! The Cosmos must be female! Divinity must be female! Everything spiritual must be addressed with female pronouns!</p><p id="5afb">This does nothing to bring us into a state of balance from which we can move forward into higher frequencies. It merely moves us from one side of the pendulum swing to the other. It simply perpetuates our state of imbalance.</p><p id="5d68">We can blabber endlessly about the divine feminine or the divine male and as long as we keep doing so we ignore the balance between those energies which is the door we can go through to realize our true potential.</p><p id="0724">I talk about this and I talk about this and no one gets it. I just want to give up. It is just too fucking hard. But then I close my eyes and put my attention into my heart and I see and feel that white feather in there. I am reminded of my path.</p><p id="ae02">I am reminded of the unconditional love that put that feather there.</p><p id="d3f1">Even though my words continually fall on deaf ears all I can do is to keep putting forth the truth I have agreed to put forth. Even if only one person sees and understands that truth then I can die in peace. (Even knowing that I will probably have to go through it all again.)</p><p id="a5d8">I am White Feather. I am a simple human trying to express my name. Like everyone, I am on a journey home to everything that I am.</p><p id="bd52"><i>Copyright by <a href="https://whitefeather9.medium.com/white-feather-archive-index-c95167f7dbaf"><b>White Feather</b></a>. All Rights Reserved. Thanks for reading.</i></p></article></body>

Spirituality

White Feather

What my name means to me

Image by Evelyn Simon (Pixabay)

One of the truly sad things about being human on this wonderful planet is that we do not get to pick our own names. But is this really true and is it really a sad thing?

In old Lakota society everyone was given three names; one for their childhood, one for their adult years, and one for their elderly years. And no one was allowed to pick their names. They were given to them.

For instance, the famous warrior Crazy Horse went by the name, Curly, during his childhood. It was all because of his hair. While everyone else in his tribe had very straight jet-black hair, he had brown, wavy hair. Then in his late teens as he entered adulthood Crazy Horse’s father renamed him Crazy Horse because of a dream he had. Being assassinated in his early thirties, Crazy Horse never got an elderly name.

In modern Western society one is given a name at birth and is stuck with it for life — unless you are female and then you are expected to change your name when you get married. Any other change of name requires a lot of money, a monumental amount of paperwork, and societal rebuff.

And your name had bloody well be Christian!

When most people first hear or read my name — White Feather — they automatically think it is a Native American name. But it is not! It is a very, very old name that extends back around forty thousand years.

I did not choose this name. It was given to me by the Female Christ. (a.k.a. the Virgin Mary, White Buffalo Calf Woman, and a host of other names from around the world.) As she gave me this name she placed her hand (holding a white feather) through my skin and through my chest into my heart where she deposited that white feather. I not only became White Feather but that name was forever etched into my heart and all my subsequent lives. This name became the symbol of the purpose of all my lives. It was my destiny and my path. It was my path through Christ consciousness into God consciousness.

To this day all I have to do is close my eyes and I can feel Her hand going into my chest.

How can one be given a name and not want to find out what that name means?

So many years ago I did a lot of research — through both conventional and unconventional means. I learned that a white feather is the official symbol for the Asamee soul-group — one of the last soul-groups to enter into the physical density of this fantabularious planet.

This particular soul-group had a two-fold mission. The primary goal was to introduce Christ consciousness into humankind. Once this was achieved the next goal was to move humankind from Christ consciousness into God consciousness.

This would bring humankind into a self-realization of its divinity.

In those ancient times the only way to introduce a whole new psychological gestalt into mass humankind was through religion. The Asamee played pivotal roles in some of the planet’s earliest religions. Both Jesus and his mother were members of the Asamee. And so was I.

The official symbol of the Asamee soul-group is a white feather. It has been passed down for the last forty thousand years or so to remind them of the group’s mission. It awakens the soul memory of every member.

When the Female Christ gave me the name of White Feather as she placed a white feather into my heart she was reminding me of the path I had long ago chosen. She was reminding me of the evolutionary path of all humankind; a return to the divinity from which we came.

I did other research as well. I delved into the ancient Chaldean/Kabbalah system of numerology — the oldest system of numerology on the planet. In this system all letters are represented by numbers. The word, white, is reduced to the number 6, which represents the number of the divine feminine. The word, feather, reduces to the number 9, which represents the number of the divine male.

So together, the name, White Feather, represents the perfect balance of male and female energies. It represents yin and yang. It represents the balance between the Female Christ and the Male Christ, a balance which brings humans to the center null point in a dualistic reality which presents the opening for Christ consciousness to move into God consciousness.

What would you do if you found out that this is what your name represents?

I spent a great deal of my life revolting against this. I did not want the responsibility. I just wanted a normal life.

But at the same time I could not help but write about metaphysical things. When I finally started writing on the internet a quarter of a century ago I wrote almost exclusively what is now known as metaphysical woo-woo.

I quickly grew a retinue of followers. But then I started writing some personal stories that revealed that I was male; that I had a dick and balls. Up to this point everyone thought that I was female. Although my name, White Feather, is gender-neutral everyone assumed that I was female. Why? Why does everyone put everything into the dual categories of male and female and assign judgment accordingly?

But this is what humans are conditioned to do. Most all of my followers ran for the hills when they learned that I had a penis and scrotum.

I have been dealing with this my whole freaking life!

And not just in my writing but also in real life (IRL). You can ask every woman I have lived with what their biggest complaint about me is and they will all tell you that it is that I just have way too much female energy. That is not what women want. They are female so what they are looking for is male energy.

But we are all both male and female. The problem is that most humans look outside of themselves for a complement to the gender energy that they identify with. We all have both energies within us but instead of finding the complementary energy within us we look outside of us for that energy. So many of us spend our whole lives looking for that energy outside of us. We just cannot feel whole unless we find that needed energy outside of ourselves.

But it is there right inside of us. If we can find it inside of us we can then begin to find the balance between those energies within us that opens up the null point center of balance that opens the door to our divinity. As long as we remain unbalanced between the dualistic energies within ourselves that door remains shut. As long as we remain totally focused on only one side of the equation we might gain some insights but we can never experience the balance necessary to propel ourselves into higher dimensions of our divinity.

I’ve been saying this for decades but no one gets it. Humans have been conditioned since early childhood that they must pick one: male or female. It has to be one or the other. There cannot be some combination thereof. There certainly cannot be any sort of balance. It has to be one or the other.

Males have been following this conditioning for millennia. Females are finally breaking out of this conditioning but they are just going to the opposite end of the polarity. God must be female! The Universe must be female! The Cosmos must be female! Divinity must be female! Everything spiritual must be addressed with female pronouns!

This does nothing to bring us into a state of balance from which we can move forward into higher frequencies. It merely moves us from one side of the pendulum swing to the other. It simply perpetuates our state of imbalance.

We can blabber endlessly about the divine feminine or the divine male and as long as we keep doing so we ignore the balance between those energies which is the door we can go through to realize our true potential.

I talk about this and I talk about this and no one gets it. I just want to give up. It is just too fucking hard. But then I close my eyes and put my attention into my heart and I see and feel that white feather in there. I am reminded of my path.

I am reminded of the unconditional love that put that feather there.

Even though my words continually fall on deaf ears all I can do is to keep putting forth the truth I have agreed to put forth. Even if only one person sees and understands that truth then I can die in peace. (Even knowing that I will probably have to go through it all again.)

I am White Feather. I am a simple human trying to express my name. Like everyone, I am on a journey home to everything that I am.

Copyright by White Feather. All Rights Reserved. Thanks for reading.

Spirituality
Sacred Feminine
Self Empowerment
Gender
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