avatarAlexa Simson

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When you masturbate 7 days in a row as a woman.

I have never paid so much attention to masturbation and its importance. I did it out of boredom or because I had an intimate conversation via text or phone with someone. For me, masturbation was an effort. I always prefer the human physical factor. Although I have an above-average imagination and sexual drive, it never occurred to me that I don’t need a partner to satisfy me. The first 3 days were absolutely normal, then reaching orgasm becomes a little more difficult. It requires more time, patience and concentration. The advantage of the last few days is that when I have an orgasm, it relaxes and oxygenates my brain excellently. I feel and observe in my own behavior. I tend to have a volcanic behavior and an agitated mind. That’s probably why I used to need a lot of sex to feel a balance and a settlement. Most of the partners failed to cope with me and I somehow felt half loaded. Now I discovered that the balance was with me. Masturbating daily is not something I naturally feel like doing. Completely the opposite. Masturbation requires a lot of effort, time and concentration. Pleasure appears along the way and its effect is absolutely fascinating. Quiet, balance, coordination, attention, peace. I feel a clear brain. I haven’t felt my brain clear for many years. As a bonus, it is no longer so difficult for me to break away from a toxic relationship just because I got used to having the same sexual partner or because I need to depend. I’ve always been easily attached to relationships and it was very difficult to break away, and that’s because I was on automatic pilot and not paying attention to myself. I always have been in a very long-term relationship. Now I don’t feel like associating myself with anyone. I found my half at the moment and I’m fine. I found myself in a discipline, calmness, clarity and a clearly defined and planned direction. After the 7 days of masturbation, I made up with myself.

Masturbation
Sexuality
Sex
LGBTQ
Self Improvement
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