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ke the rush. Large hands feel into my overalls, going down, down.</p><p id="9726">I grasp my cup of Coors Light, liquid sloshing.</p><p id="f44a">“Baby Bitch” or “Freedom of ‘76” reverbs pleasure through my body.</p><figure id="9501"><img src="https://cdn-images-1.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:800/1*t1M8W7Bjg8JFS7DWig6ghg.jpeg"><figcaption><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/85659491@N00/2708638776">“Ween 072008 (147)</a>” by <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/85659491@N00">nffcnnr</a> is marked with <a href="https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/?ref=openverse">CC BY 2.0</a>.</figcaption></figure><p id="be1e">My cheeks turn crimson when I glance behind.</p><p id="c195">Shit. This is an all-ages show. That kid has to be what 15 or 16? I’m 19ish. He’s laughing as my

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eyes register what I’ve condoned.</p><p id="8692">I feel like a monster now.</p><p id="7729">OCD! OCD! ANXIETY! OCD!</p><div id="3bef" class="link-block"> <a href="https://readmedium.com/a-3-song-rewind-of-2020-with-songs-from-1964-1994-and-2000-6222e661f085"> <div> <div> <h2>A 3 Song Rewind of 2020 — With Songs From 1964, 1994, and 2020</h2> <div><h3>Folk, experimental rock, and pop — let’s do this</h3></div> <div><p>medium.com</p></div> </div> <div> <div style="background-image: url(https://miro.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:320/1*ngenLyfKTyXHXP78rN5WOw.jpeg)"></div> </div> </div> </a> </div></article></body>

100 Word Memoir

When You Accidentally Make Yourself Feel Like a Monster

And take the time to give your younger self forgiveness

Photo by todd kent on Unsplash

“AIDS! AIDS! HIV! AIDS!” Dean and Gene gleefully sing.

I feel a person leaning in, offering. My nonmovement is taken as consent. I like the rush. Large hands feel into my overalls, going down, down.

I grasp my cup of Coors Light, liquid sloshing.

“Baby Bitch” or “Freedom of ‘76” reverbs pleasure through my body.

“Ween 072008 (147)” by nffcnnr is marked with CC BY 2.0.

My cheeks turn crimson when I glance behind.

Shit. This is an all-ages show. That kid has to be what 15 or 16? I’m 19ish. He’s laughing as my eyes register what I’ve condoned.

I feel like a monster now.

OCD! OCD! ANXIETY! OCD!

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