When the Dam Breaks
A Poem
It started as a singular tear the one I shed in private before I knew just how many more would be necessary to accommodate my misery And slowly that tear became a puddle and the puddle became a pond All full of the saltwater leaking from my eyes
It stayed a puddle as I repressed myself and all the feelings inside, pretending they were gone or that I was better, but how could I be better without her? And then I realized I would have to do it again and when I did, my puddle would grow It would become a lake and then that lake would become a river and that river would need a dam because if I cried anymore I would wash away and in a lot of ways I wanted to wash away because what was my life without him?
I needed a dam because adult orphans cry about their loss and some days the dam is the only thing preventing a flood But part of me wanted it, to flood the world with my anguish and release it into an ocean of my own despair I wanted to watch the dam break and allow all of me to spill out so I could stop holding it all in A raging current of sadness that all started with a singular tear in a little boy’s eye
When the dam breaks I will wash myself away and hope that the current will take me to them
© Jonathan Greene 2020
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