What Next?
Should I have even asked that question?

July 31, 2021 Bullshit essay #5
The tarot seem to have a mind of their own. I asked, “what next” and the Empress card flipped out. Just like before, I picked up the card and there was another card under it. The Ace of Wands.
Empress
“Fruitfulness, initiative, action, long days (oh shit) clandestine, the unknown, difficulty, doubt, ignorance.”
Ignorance? Now wait just a cotton picking moment here. If I had access to the net I would be “ignorant” right now as in can’t check email, can’t get to my Medium or Slack messages. Cool your heels, Universe.
Now the rest of it I can see — fruitfulness, initiative, action, long days (God help me).
Ace of Wands
“Creation, invention, enterprise, the powers which result in these, principle, beginning, source, birth, family, origin, the beginning of enterprises, according to another account — money, fortune, inheritance.”
Damn. Ace of wands had a lot to say. “… according to another account — money, fortune,…”. Lord, let this be about my retroactive money due to me from Maryland. It won’t make me a millionaire, but it’s enough to get me into the next phase of my life.
The nomadic life. On the road. Sightseeing. Writing about it. Vlogging about it. Soaking in every moment. Being free. Being alone and loving it. Then there’s the medical vacation in Mexico. Who needs a US insurance company telling you no to something that will help with your pain when you can go to Mexico and get it done, for a price. Whatever they charge, it’s a fraction of what it would be in the states. I may have to ask Kim Zuch to take a leave of absence and be my nurse for a few days! LOL
“Creation, invention, enterprise,” my YouTube channel, perhaps?
Only the Universe knows for sure.
