What is Codependency Really?

Codependency is sneaky and powerful. You may not be aware that it’s the root cause of your problems. Focusing thoughts and behavior around someone else is a sign of codependency. We react to something external, rather than our own internal cues. Addicts are codependent, too. Their lives revolve around their addiction — be it food, work, drugs, or sex.

Definitions

Researchers found that their codependent behavior developed in childhood growing up in a dysfunctional family. The 12-step program Codependents Anonymous (CoDA) was founded in 1986. In 1989, experts at a National Conference arrived at a suggested definition: “A pattern of painful dependency on compulsive behaviors and on approval from others in an attempt to find safety, self-worth and identity.” Yet, codependency is not considered a disorder by the American Psychiatric Association, due to lack of consensus on a definition and empirical research. Other definitions by experts in the field include:

Melody Beattie: Allowing another person’s behavior to affect him or her and obsessing about controlling that person’s behavior.

Earnie Larsen: A diminished capacity to initiate, or participate in, loving relationships.

Robert Subby: Resulting from prolonged exposure to oppressive rules.

John Bradshaw: A symptom of abandonment — a loss of ones inner reality and an addiction to outer reality.

Sharon Wegscheider-Cruse: A brain disorder that leads codependents to seek the relief of soothing brain chemicals, which are released through compulsive behaviors, including addiction to work, substances, gambling, food, sex, and/or relationships.

Charles Whitfield: A disease of a lost selfhood.

Darlene Lancer: A person who can’t function from his or her innate self and instead organizes thinking and behavior around a substance, process, or other person(s).”

Beattie’s and Larsen’s definition centers on relationships. I agree with Bradshaw, Melody, Wegscheider-Cruse, and Whitfield that codependency resides in us whether or not we’re in a relationship. However, unlike Cruse, I believe codependency is learned behavior that’s trans-generational. Other influences are cultural and religious biases.

Core Feelings and Behavior

Codependent feelings and behavior vary in degree on a continuum. Like a disease and addiction, if untreated symptoms become compulsive and worsen in stages over time.

Core feelings include:

• Denial
• Low Self-esteem
• Painful emotions: Shame, Guilt, Anger and Resentment, Anxiety and Fear, Depression

Core Behaviors include:

• Dependency
• Intimacy problems
• Dysfunctional communication
• Dysfunctional boundaries
• Control of oneself and/or others (includes Caretaking)

Core feelings and behaviors create other problems, such as, people-pleasing, self-doubt, mistrust, perfectionism, high-reactivity, enabling, and obsessions. Codependents are usually more attuned to other people’s needs and feelings than their own. To quell anxiety about rejection, they try to accommodate others, while ignoring their own needs, wants, and feelings. As a result, they lose their autonomy, particularly in intimate relationships. Over time, their self-worth declines due to self-alienation and/or allowing others to devalue them.

Codependents have varied personalities, and symptoms differ in type and severity among them. They also have diverse attachment styles. Not all are caretakers or are even in a relationship. Some seek closeness, while others avoid it. Some are addicts, bullies, selfish, and needy, or may appear independent and confident, but they attempt to control, or are controlled by, a personal relationship or their addiction. Sometimes that relationship is with an addict or narcissist. A relationship that is one-sided or marked by addiction or abuse is a sign of codependency. But not all codependent relationships are one-sided or abusive.

Recovery

Untreated codependency can lead to severe anxiety, depression, and health problems. There is help for recovery and change. Recovery goes through stages that normalize codependent symptoms. The goal of recovery is to be a fully functioning adult who is:

• Authentic
• Autonomous
• Capable of real intimacy
• Assertive and congruent in expression of values, feelings, and needs
• Flexible without rigid thinking or behavior

Become informed. Get guidance and support. Codependent patterns are deeply ingrained habits and difficult to identify and change on your own. It often takes an experienced third party to identify them and to suggest alternative beliefs and responses. Therapy and 12-Step meetings provide this. In recovery, you will:

1. Come out of denial
2. Let go of others
3. Build an autonomous Self
4. Raise your self-esteem
5. Find pleasure — develop friends, hobbies
6. Heal past wounds
7. Learn to be assertive and set boundaries
8. Pursue larger goals and passions

Self-Help and Therapy

Codependency is highly recoverable, but requires effort, courage, and the right treatment. A therapist should be knowledgeable in treating codependency, shame, and self-esteem, as well as be able to teach healthier behavioral and communication skills. Cognitive-behavior therapy is effective in raising self-esteem and changing codependent thinking, feelings, and behavior. In some cases, trauma therapy is also indicated.

Recovery can generate more anxiety, so it’s important to maintain a self-help support system such as Al-Anon or CoDA 12-Step programs. Friends who aren’t in recovery may be judgmental or helpful in guiding you to make healthier decisions. Do the exercises in Conquering Shame and Codependency: 8 Steps to Freeing the True You and Codependency for Dummies.

©Darlene Lancer 2019