PROCRASTINATION
What Have I Been Waiting For?
Picking up the pen, or in this case, the keyboard and writing.
I have had months and months to write, yet those months have passed by, and only now have I hit the keys with these words.
When I discovered I was having a life-altering and most likely life-saving procedure, I told myself there was my chance.
I then found out that I would spend many weeks at home by myself, with nothing else to do but hover over the keys of my computer or the buttons on the remote. I told myself that I was going to choose the keys.
Then, it was time. It was time to recuperate and use this gift of time for something else, if nothing else, to not dwell on what just happened.
Well, it didn’t work that way.
I didn’t turn to the remote, Netflix, or Amazon Prime (affiliate link). Sure, I watched a lot of television, but no more than the days before the operation(s).
But what did I do then? Well, I amassed knowledge. But did I?
First, I started to research the heck out of my situation. Why did it happen? How could I make recuperating easier? What are the theories? Anything that I could do differently?
Well, that took a lot of time, and then, of course, I had to obsess about each detail a bit too.
Then, I turned to other topics. You throw one out; I probably researched it. Why? Who knows.
But what did I not do? Well, I did not touch the keys for what I said I would have so much time to touch them. Well, until now.
Sure, I can beat myself up over this, but what good will it do? I can berate myself in my head or even talk to myself out loud, which, believe me, is easy to do when you are alone as much as I have been these past many months.
Yet, why bother fussing over the past when I can’t do a darn thing about it? Sure, time travel sounds cool, but unless you have mastered it, it won’t apply to me unless you share it.
So, here I am, hitting the keys. Pressing them one stroke at a time, one word at a time, one sentence at a time, one paragraph at a time, one thought at a time. It’s pretty cool how this works!
Anyway, if you have read this far and are struggling with getting your thoughts onto the screen, learn from me. It’s not if, but when.
“When” could have been when you planned, but if not, then when can be now. Just hit the first letter and see where it takes you.
Closing Thoughts and Questions
Have you found yourself struggling with getting your thoughts on the page, or rather the screen? Well, let’s not fret about it and instead do it together. Post your plan in the comments, and let’s lean on one another to make things happen. To make our thoughts jump on the page. To get back to writing, even if it’s just for ourselves.
About Michael
Michael Thacker is a not-so-young adult blogger, aspiring writer, and sometimes seller of real estate.
Michael tweets a LOT on Twitter or X, or whatever it is now called. Posts every once in a while on Facebook. Occasionally lets his opinions be known to friends, family, and anyone else who will listen.
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