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What am I, sexually? BDSM Sex Test Results.
Why is it that I like to be worshipped by one man and be a fuck toy to another one? [My Sex Life]
I write erotica novels & short stories. I also publish sex confessions as a spermivore, spermaholic, and teen slut. Yes, teen slut! And I’m proud of it! Sex is good. And girls who love sex shouldn’t have to hide and pretend to be “pure.” Sex is pure! And naked skin is natural.
Before I encountered Madison & Darnell a couple of years ago, I didn’t know how much I enjoyed being submissive. I mean, I had fun in my teenage years being a plaything to my boyfriend’s buddies and my Dad’s buddies, but I never realized how deeply I needed it. And I do! Yet, I also like being in charge when in bed with a regular, standard boyfriend. And for the last 2 years, I’ve been wondering how that could be. Why is it that I like to be worshipped by one man and be a fuck doll to another one?
About a month ago, I found a BDSM test and answered all of their twisted questions. The results were fascinating. To me, anyway!
- 100% Experimentalist
- 100% Degradee
- 100% Rope bunny
- 100% Brat
- 100% Switch
- 100% Non-monogamist
- 100% Voyeur
- 96% Slave
- 96% Submissive
- 89% Exhibitionist
- 80% Pet
- 79% Rigger
- 75% Brat tamer
- 66% Masochist
- 62% Dominant
- 62% Primal (Prey)
- 61% Master/Mistress
- 33% Owner
- 29% Vanilla
- 14% Sadist
- 12% Primal (Hunter)
- 10% Degrader
- 0% Boy/Girl
- 0% Daddy/Mommy
- 0% Age Player
“Experimentalist” is a thing, apparently. I didn’t even know! And it is my top result. I think it explains why I tried so many different sexual things in my life, from my teenage years to today. My Mom always encouraged me to do so. And now that I think about it, it is me! I’m usually up to trying about anything, at least once. For instance, I really don’t enjoy ass-to-mouth, but I had to try it to be sure, so I let my best friend’s husband do it to me, and I did it in front of a crowd for entertainment purposes.
“Degradee” is something I never thought about, but I think it may be true. I actually like it when Madison and Darnell refer to me as a fuck toy while having me pleasure him or a cum bucket when offering my body to their friends. I also get a thrill when a man wants me to suck his dirty, smelly cock straight out of his pants at the end of the day, before dinner. Weird, right? What can I say?
“Rope bunny” — I have been tied, naked, to a bed quite a few times but never thought of it as a specific “thing.” Yet, I am scoring quite high on that trait. I need to do this more often.
“Brat” got me thinking. So far, every time I’ve been a submissive, I always obeyed orders and directives. After all, that is what being a sub is, no? But I can see how being a brat (and presumably being punished for it) would be exciting. I presume all parties must be aware of this ahead of time. And now that I think of it, I had fun playing “bad girl” for old men when I was a teenager, resulting in my naked body on their knees for a spanking. It was thrilling!
“Switch” is no big surprise. It relates to what I mentioned at the beginning of this post. I love being a submissive sex toy, but I also like, sometimes, to be in charge in bed. I also love it when the old man who let me use his beach condo visits and worships me. I’m not sure if that's what “switch” means, though. I need to go have a discussion with Google, I guess.
“Non-monogamist” goes without saying!
“Voyeur” at 100% while “exhibitionist” is at 89% may not be fully accurate. In the quiz, I answered positively to all questions about seeing people nude or having sex, but that is not something I crave. Meanwhile, although I go wild with exposing my body, I answered in the negative to all questions about sharing nude pictures and videos of me — but that is because I am obsessed with keeping my wild sex life hidden from anybody who could recognize me. I do social media marketing for some very conservative clients!
Of course, there are nude pictures of me out there since I didn’t mind when I was a teenager. There is even a video of the day an old man took my virginity! At the time, I was thrilled to be filmed. My attitude toward it has changed, though. Recently, I’ve only shared a picture of my pussy with my Patreon patrons. I needed to prove I was a natural blonde!
Therefore, despite the test results, I think I am much more of an exhibitionist than a voyeur.
“Slave” & “Submissive” at less than 100% in that quiz also has an explanation. While answering the questions, I drew the line at extreme pain. I also do not want to see physical marks on my body. I like the way I am, thank you! It also explains why I am fine with some “masochism” (66%), but it comes with limits.
Otherwise, based on this test, I’m really not much of a “dominant” or “master,” although there is a bit of interest in it. For instance, I’ve written about cuckolding in my erotica novels and in a recent Medium short story, but I never experienced it, and… I’d love to try! For that, I’d need a steady boyfriend, though. I assume the mentally torturing aspect of it comes from a man seeing his steady, loving girlfriend being fucked by another cock.
Furthermore, I always wondered how it would feel to kick a man in the balls. We simulate it in women’s self-defense classes, but… A simulation has limitations. I wrote about it in my first erotica novels. Yet, I don’t know if I will ever get to try it because that may be too extreme, even for me!
Finally, I am certainly not into “boy/girl”. Sex and nudity should not be hidden as much as it is in our obsessively prudish and repressive American society, and I had plenty of sex before 18. But nowadays, I am an adult, and I like adults. And I don’t want to be banned! That opinion probably explains why I scored 0% on the “daddy” and “age player” fronts, although I love being a fuck doll to old men. My dad’s friend worshipping my body is a “daddy” thing, no?
So there you have it! I understand myself better, and I’ve shared it with you, pervs!
After that test, I made up my mind about Madison’s invitation to come live with her and her husband. I will do it for a week and see. That way, it will give her and Darnell more time to do more stuff to me, like… I could be a “brat” and be punished for it!
When I think of being a fuck toy for a week, I fantasized about “the train” — having a series of men coming to my bedroom to bang me, one after the other. I did it as a kick for my boyfriend and his buddies when I was in school, and with some of my Dad’s buddies. I loved it! That comes with being tied to a bed for a while. I will just ask Madison to request recent STD tests for everybody.
Thanks for being with me while I keep pushing the limits of my sexuality. A big thank you with wet kisses on the tip of your hard penis! And naughty hugs with my bare tits on your hairy chest!
Thanks so much for supporting me as a writer and for your interest in my sex life. I often think of you when other men and women are using me. You are my motivation to try new things and push my limits!
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