We Always Get There
A broken man in a broken poem

I’m heading way beyond tomorrow, long past yesterday, leaving my reflection in the windows of forgotten memories. I’ve been young, been old, boarded the youth train without proper contemplation, and only the images in the window told me how fast has been the journey. Had I known, I would have got off, stayed some place, recalled hometown thoughts, schoolyard dreams, spun my wheels, told a few more lies, broke a few more heads, and visited a lot more beds before I discovered being older.
I didn’t pay attention to the writing on the ticket: We always get there.
When young, I pledged everything. Delivering sometimes, most times not, leaving before the promissory note came due. But come due it does.
Trouble was companion to my ups and stayed for the downs. I got drunk in bars, raced some cars, flew my youth so fast my hair burned, only to find it was always going to happen by the sea. Waves tumbling their message as they rendezvous with the shore: We always get there.
Set out my sails on a sunny day, searching for what? I never knew. Something burned. Played some games of kiss and tell, kept those girls hanging on the line. I drank whiskey; they drank wine. Misty-eyed romance on a misty day and I was lost before being found. Walked straight into the tender trap. Ten thousand miles, no going back.
Night draws in, fading light, whiskey sunsets won’t make it right. Poems broken, evening shadows draped on dry stone walls. It’s a one-way ticket, no going back. I’m heading beyond tomorrow, way past yesterday, lost and found, trying to get back to that place again.
Not a single thing I can do.
I’ll not drink with angels when the journey ends, having fought and drank, beaten heads, asked forgiveness, and tried to mend. Tempers flare, don’t tell me to stop, or take away the bottle. Men like me, we burn in hell.
Trust me on this, we always get there.
