Experiencing the Source
REALIZING ETERNITY.
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Yes, EXPERIENCE — and not only an imagination or just a ghostly light that I’ve seen somewhere shimmering… No! It was a real, tremendous, and never-deniable experience of an overwhelming Archangel through my whole being while I was awake and aware.
This is also the very core value of experiencing the divine, that it can’t be denied by thinking and doubts because experience is always more »within being« than thoughts can ever be.
Although this article is about sharing my personal experience with this Archangel, it also reveals a way and a possibility for YOU to have this experience and to get a truthful and reliable connection with the divine realm of existence.
Through this article, I’ll reveal a very big part of my soul directly to you, my dear and honest reader.
Let’s get started!
It all began through my seeking immortality as a Philosopher. I’ve read hundreds of books and tried to find answers to existence by thinking. And this was a big mistake… Because thinking is just a part of existence and can never lead to an overall satisfying answer!
The bad part about thinking is that these complex nervous reactions can lead to very fast, painful, and uncontrollable chain reactions within our brains.
But as a Philosopher and true seeker of the meaning of life, thinking was my only residence, and all the great Philosophers (who mainly were getting insane), were speaking in my head within endless argumentation as a battle of doubts and self-questioning.
Through this painful journey where I identified myself too much only as thoughts, I was driven near to insanity.
But I was a true-hearted seeker, who wanted to experience eternity and not just »believe« in it.
So I was praying with my whole being. I was talking to the Source to reveal itself to me to show me that life is more about than only leading to nothing at the end.
I was focusing every day almost without interruption upon the intention to experience eternity.
Then there was the first turning point into the divine: I found an indestructible truth within me: NO MATTER what will be, I want to live forever, yes, FOREVER! And I want to live in peace and harmony forever. And I want to be free forever!
So, through this contemplation, I’ve developed my mantra:
Everlasting life-force, freedom & peace upon all beings!
I’ve exercised every day outside through running, push-ups, and crunches and repeated this Mantra over and over again while imagining an endless streaming light ray within all directions.
This was my practice to overcome my painful thinking through a higher power.
Now as I contemplated myself within this power, this power finally came to me as the Archangel Uriel, the light and life force of the Source. In other traditions, he has another name like Brahma, Krishna, Tao, or Vairocana in the Vedic and Buddhist traditions.
At this time I was not aware of Angels or any heavenly entities. I’ve not called the Angels, I’ve just talked to the Source very truthfully about my fear of death and that no belief system can satisfy me.
Now I’ll give you an insight into this experience:
When I was finished with my workout, I entered my living room, and there FLASHED a light like a thunderstorm within the room and filled it completely with the unspeakable presence of an overwhelming being.
It was a boundless sound high like from heavenly cymbals but also deep low like earth plates were shaking upon one another.
I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t think, and I was lifted off from the ground by this indescribable power. Because it was blazing bright like a thousand suns, I tried to protect my eyes and closed them at first and also got my right elbow in front of them. But there was no chance to hide from the light…
It felt like standing within a wind channel of pure light that was streaming infinitely through my whole being.
There was no space, no time, just infinitely blazing white light.
Then the Archangel (to this time I didn’t know that it was one, lowered its light a bit to make it more endurable for me).
After a short while I opened them very briefly and I saw — wings made of rays of white-blue vibrating light, which were embracing me through the whole room.
I saw vivid visions of all the moments of my life that I truly loved, like my childhood and nature.
I saw two arms open, with golden bracelets attached to each one.
All the rest of its appearance was hidden by the light.
This Archangel was whether male or female, it just was a neutral infinite loving, and life-force energy. There was no space for any separation or difference.
I only felt infinite love, freedom, peace, and life force; exactly the energy of my Mantra, but multiplied by infinity.
I recognized that this Archangel / infinite energy is truly piercing through EVERY being in the universe from which it is a part — also right at THIS moment.
Then the Archangel »left« my room. But it remains within my consciousness forever. And after reflecting on and processing this experience, I know that it was Archangel Uriel because it was the direct expression of the infinite life force and light of the Source of creation.
All beings could not exist without the infinite life-force of the Source, so we’re all essentially connected inter-beings through this divine energy.
This was the first divine insight of this experience for me.
It was formless, just showing two arms like giant radiant limbs reaching out to embrace me. But I was too weak to embrace it…
If it wouldn’t lower its energy and light, I surely would just fall to ashes within less than a second.
BUT: IT IS A PART OF ME AND ALL BEINGS.
We all can’t die within this essential core of our divine legacy.
This was the second divine insight it gave me.
Now, since this day, I understand what true power is: True power is revealed within ALL dimensions and not only in the material world. Weapons and violence have only very limited power, but true love, peace, and giving harmony, and support for all beings IS the REAL power within infinite existence!
Only pure love can save our soul.
That was the third divine insight for me to understand completely.
The Archangel was not speaking, formless, infinite because his infinite energy was language enough. It was affected just by his presence and doesn’t need to talk, to convince, to judge, or to argue. It only needs to reveal it's being affected upon the whole being of mine. This was the fourth divine insight for me:
Existence affects upon existence.
There is no need to argue about the Source, there is a need to EXIST within and towards the source with our whole being!
The sixth divine insight for me was:
The Source also exists beyond names and forms.
Only humans gave God a name, a form, a separation from other religions, different qualities which they think »He« is made of, a specific purpose, a specific way to release human souls…
But all this is made by humans. It’s speculative and mostly not a truth that they’ve experienced. It’s a judgment about the Source within a very limited, fearful, and sometimes naive mind. Conditioned by tradition, culture, parents, friends, and teachers… but not revealed by the Source itself.
This is the seventh divine insight I’ve gained through this experience:
All religious conflicts and differences are absolutely senseless, because within the Source there is no conflict, but only unity. So there should also be unity within ourselves if we want to get united with the Source!
And to reach this point of a true non-conceptual, non-judging, and unconditionally loving mind, we have to be true to ourselves about what we know about the Source by experience; and what we only have heard from others.
So please keep one quote in your mind:
The Source knows if we are truly seeking or knowing it through experience or just claiming to know something.
There is no sense in claiming something about the Source, that we don’t know by experience, because within the ethereal realm of the Otherworld, everything will get revealed.
May all beings be blissful forever.
