Wash Away Your Burdens, Or Not?

I’m the book you’re always staring at from your bed thinking “will I ever read you?”
it was a bad idea to think twice, I felt the pain again, but then I got used to it
what would you do if you could anticipate every danger?
would you stop the danger you’re going to do to others, or
just the danger that’s going to be done to you?
would you be a saint or a
conscious sinner?
would you wash your hands or dig them deeper
into the mud that was not supposed to be meant for you
would you wash away your burdens
or
dive right into them
like a revolution that has nothing
to lose.
eat that leftover
use that toothbrush one more time
don’t change the bedsheets just yet
wash your hair only tomorrow
feel the natural disease called life
I used to dance in hell, the love for burning myself
it made me feel superior to the mortals
that could never stand my fire
but then you get scared
because the fire once started
never ends.






