Warming
wake up, sunshine, let the light

waking up the dawn sleep lingers in my imagination
the remnants of my rest in your dark arms how I would linger in that chill
but sun calls each time and I gladly shed that endless spiral into groundlessness — I could dream forever if it weren’t for your warmth
today winds will shake loose the last of winter’s paleness, drifts of spring river water already hit my nostrils with force
wake up, sunshine, let the light warm your lost heartbeat my hand is upon your breast, steady, steady
I long for even ground to walk upon this season, just a few moments of ease as I look ahead at what is next
I have been yearning to write with a quill pen and ink and was gifted with a calligraphy set recently. I am not necessarily interested in the art of calligraphy, just curious about using this medium. My hope was that constantly having to ink the pen would slow my writing process down, and therefore, would also slow my thoughts down. I am interested to see if the slower pace will allow something else to emerge in the creative process.
Today was my first attempt and it was enjoyable, satisfying. What I like best: the mindfulness of paying attention to the way the pen is held, to the ink level, the sound of the pen on the parchment. Also, no spellcheck, no thesaurus, no auto-correct, no Grammarly making suggestions, no going back after you commit to penning the words and so a bit more attention to each word choice. This was my first attempt and I found it to be true that time expanded enough to linger in the phrases, to be present with my thoughts and feelings with no rush to get it all on paper and no second-guessing. I also adopted a technique of making “artistic scribbles” of any errors (which I think I will be using a lot).
Renee Podunovich is a licensed professional counselor, poet, author and freelance writer living in the southwest U.S. Four Corners Region. She is an investigator of magnificent phenomena and the numinous, a purveyor of poesy, and a benefactor of kindness. @rpodswords on Medium, IG My newest chapbook Illustrious for Brief Moments (Finishing Line Press, 2021) is now available on my website.






