Update to my Ex.

So much has changed… I stopped drinking, partying, I’m back in school and working 8–5… yes, I got another job…I like it, it pays good. I also renewed my lease for another year, another year at the apartment full of good and bad memories… Gosh you have no idea how bad I miss you.

Life has been crazy lately, Ive been working a lot and as soon as I leave work I go to class, Monday-Thursday. Fridays after work I leave back home to see my family for the weekend, its been great.

I don’t have time to even think about you during the week, but on weekends when I’m back home laying in bed I start to overthink. I think about what could have been…

Lately I’ve been seeing everyone in relationships and planning Valentines day. What am I gonna do?

Valentines is looking like work, class and Chinese food… the one from Ina Rd, remember? It’s been four long months since I last saw you and I haven’t been to that Chinese place we loved since last time we went.

Oh, and chocolate fudge brownie ice cream as well! That one is now my favorite instead of mint chocolate…

A few friends and even your friends have asked me out on dates especially for Valentines day, but I don’t want to, I’d rather stay home and watch Sex and the City for the 100th time.

If you were here I’d spoil you so much, give you everything you deserve, but for now and until I get over you… I’ll write my feelings away.

Lately I’ve been so sad, writing is my therapy, thanks for reading ❤