Time is a very strange, taffy-like substance. Just when I’m starting to feel that I’ve put some serious space behind me, another sticky habit reveals itself, the only reason for which in the first place was Nora’s allergies or preferences. I’m beginning to wonder whether I do anything at all based on my own druthers!
So, I’m definitely still in a transitional period. Which shouldn’t really surprise me, after all these years.
What I realize now:
For 41 years I was on a mission. My mission was to keep my wife safe, fed and happy. It did not always work, but I never stopped trying. Especially when my attempts failed and she was in pain and depression, I tried even harder to supply other things that might take her mind off it and let her feel better for a while.
When she died, my world changed completely. Nothing that had mattered so much made any difference anymore. However long this transition takes, whatever time I need to recuperate and find my bearings again, it must finally resolve in my receiving a new mission. We all need a reason to be living.
I think my new mission may be to teach others what I have learned about life, as I already started to do a year ago. There are many great teachers in the Quantum Reality field. Each of their experiences has been slightly different, which teaches us that we must figure out what our own personal reality is, our own field of activity. The Quantum Universe allows for many different expressions, even within the vibrations and laws that encompass us all.
Here are a few of my new thoughts on physical life:
One: All the people whom I most envied wished they could be somebody else.
Two: Everybody who has an agenda tells us not to trust anybody else! We should listen to our own instincts.
Three: There really isn’t anything safe for us to eat anymore.
This is a conclusion reached after researching all the conspiracy theories and scientific reports you can find Online and in the Alternate Media. According to these, everything has been genetically tweaked in the financial interests of Big Corporations and the Cabal.
Until we have evolved to the point where we can live without food, every dietary choice we make will come with potential risks. The best we can do for ourselves and our families is to just be as informed as possible.
Four: Since the world is far more complex than any of us realized before our transition into the 5th Dimension (see Jodie Helm for more explanations of this,) and since our Human cognition is unequal to the challenge of embracing the entire holographic reality of the Cosmos, it will be best for us to focus our energies and Will on Unity and Love.
Our genetic gifts make us especially empowered to do this. Humans who convince themselves that they live in a loving universe, and that most other people do not wish them ill but are only trying to look out for themselves and their families, are much more likely to have rewarding experiences in life, and to attract Good Fortune! The Mystical principle is: Like Attracts Like.
Let others wallow in negativity and gloom, if that is truly their preference. They will attract not only what they expect, but also the same vibes that they send out. You don’t have to be there when they do. You may choose differently.
But everyone is entitled to their beliefs as to what makes them seem smartest or most intelligent. Allow them their opinions. Hold onto your own.
