Twin Flame Journey? Or Karmic Debt Repayment Plan? Part 6

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The website content discusses a personal narrative exploring the potential karmic nature of a romantic relationship through psychic readings, amidst significant life challenges and transits.

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The author shares insights from psychic readings regarding a tumultuous relationship, revealing potential childhood traumas, emotional entanglements, and substance abuse issues of the partner. The readings suggest a deep karmic connection, possibly a "twin flame" relationship, with the partner expected to return after a period of self-reflection and growth. Despite the partner's complexities and the challenges indicated by astrological transits, the author remains open to the relationship's future while also considering new romantic prospects. The narrative underscores the author's resilience and spiritual journey during a time of personal upheaval.

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The author has a pragmatic approach to the "woo-woo" aspects of psychic readings, seeking clarity in the face of uncertainty.
There is a belief in the sincerity of the partner's feelings, despite his complicated circumstances and personal struggles.
The author is cautious about accepting "breadcrumbs" of attention from the partner, questioning the viability of the relationship.
Psychic readings indicate unresolved issues and a slow, independent journey of self-discovery for the partner.
The author is advised to remain patient and not initiate contact, with the expectation that the partner will eventually reach out.
There is skepticism about the term "twin flame" being overused in the psychic community for financial gain.
The author is experiencing significant life changes and challenges, framed within the context of astrological transits, which are believed to contribute to personal growth and resilience.
The author acknowledges the possibility of a new romantic interest emerging from the past, potentially offering a more positive connection.
Despite the ongoing challenges and the current silence from the partner, the author maintains a hopeful outlook, grateful for the passage of time and its healing effects.

Twin Flame Journey? Or Karmic Debt Repayment Plan? Part 6

Into The Crystal Ball (kind of)

Today is Halloween and a great day to talk about the “woo-woo”.

The psychic approach. I worked in L.A. for years where anything goes and “crackpot woo-woo” is not a thing. I was born in the upper midwest where taking vitamins could be considered quackery by some. I’m somewhere in the middle.

I’d never contacted a psychic before, and at my age, I didn’t feel like guessing about what was coming up next anymore. A West Coast friend urged me to do it. The clock is ticking. If he’s not the one…he’s not the one. I just needed something, anything to stop my mind from thinking and pondering and keeping me awake.

This is what I was told. (I knew exactly NOTHING about psychics or tarot or anything related to anything they said below.) I did all my research after the fact:

He’ll be back if you do nothing, get centered, and get on with your life for now.

He has early childhood trauma/wounding. (true)

He has people attached to him that need his emotional/financial support. He has kids.

He’s not married or in a romantic relationship, but he’s closed off to me right now and his mental state is not good. (true)

Has a financial/legal issue going on that he’s trying to get through. (I think this was true based on something he said.)

What did you do to him? (One said this.) Whatever you said to him is eating away at him. (I know what I said that caused the rupture. He dumped me over it.)

He struggles with the distance between the two of you. States away much of the time. (True. Literally and figuratively).

He’s got a substance abuse problem. (True! Didn’t know this at the time, but makes sense since I always find myself addicted to addicts.)

He is isolating himself. (True. He told me this later.)

His feelings for you are sincere. (I believe this to be true.)

Do you want to be with someone who is so complicated? (Who knows.)

He needs to man up and grow up. He’s coming back, but do you want to keep accepting breadcrumbs?

He’s stubborn and hates change. (True)

Secretive and avoidant. (True)

I asked one if he was a “twin flame” or “karmic” or something because I’d recently wondered if there was some sort of soul tie between us that I was trying to break, so I could stop the circular OCD thinking about him. I would be willing to try anything to stop the suffering. She said:

“I don’t use the ‘twin flame’ word because it’s a psychic cash cow, but there are definitely karmic indications here — at least two, possibly more based on his birth time.”

He came up as magician in both readings with her. (Twin flame card but she wouldn’t use the words.)

My divine counterpart.

Oscillating negative energies and influences keeping him stuck.

Give this connection time. Don’t reach out. He will be back.

On his own timeline. Moving really, really slowly.

He will be back and will tell me everything he feels and will find his life’s peace with me.

More to come. Unfinished business. (All of them said this.)

The one who told me to just move on, also said she could see no ending here. “He will always come back to you. It will ultimately be your decision whether or not you’re going to be with him.”

“He will reach out in the next 7 to 8 weeks to peek his head in.” (He sent me an email between 7–8 weeks TO THE EXACT DAY. It made me miserable, but he did reach out.)

Other things they said:

Another man is coming in and he is from the past as well. Aeon card. Someone related to my work. Younger. Cards are much better with him. Knight of Cups. Ace of Cups. Two of cups. Sometime later in the year. (This actually happened. More on this later…)

In the middle of two transits — Uranus — 7 years — dead on — started March 6, 2018 — Ends July 7, 2025.

Saturn transit, not sure what this one does except keep you “out in the cold” which was the Five of Pentacles card she pulled randomly during this reading. Neither are good. Both are to make you more resilient and raise your spiritual awareness. (I thought I was doing okay, but I guess the universe wanted me to learn more than most. I can get more into this later.)

Uranus Transit — Some background: This one keeps things chaotic and isolated — “planet of surprises” things will just happen. My daughter was nearly killed by a drunk driver in April 2018. Husband — full blown affair. Home life was terrible. Son had ongoing court bullshit from a DUI, random urinalysis testing that we had to get him to on a moment’s notice, emotional health issues. Covid hit the world. Fighting among family. Ex-sister-in-law (mother of niece and ex-wife of brother) dies on Christmas Eve of all days — covid and alcoholism. My divorce finally happened. Work was unbearable. Spent my 50th birthday working until 7:30pm. Dated my high school boyfriend for a little bit which was easy, but the spark for me was gone and that made me sad.

Then Jack emailed me out of the blue (Uranus “planet of surprises”?) and I breathed a huge sigh of relief. My daughter and I were sitting in line to get our first covid shots. She is always a witness to the strangeness for some reason. (She and I are extremely close.) Not sure why, but I felt like I was expecting to hear from him eventually, but would never have reached out to him. I stew on it for a long time then decide to acquiesce because he keeps hitting me up, and frankly, I guess I did feel something for him. At the time, it felt like someone who lived close to me that I could date locally and keep things casual. I’d never had a casual dating experience in my entire life, so this is kind of where I thought he and I could be a good match. Safe and close to home. I always just figured he was a lifelong bachelor and I felt okay with that at the time.

Saturn Transit — Until July 2025 — Work will suck. Colleagues and boss may sell me down the river and question my commitment and the quality of my work (this has actually been happening). Need to meditate and look to the spiritual for comfort. Also something I’ve been naturally more and more inclined to over the past year.

The greatest takeaway from the psychic experience is that they can’t see an end, but they are shielded from knowing how things play out. Right now, it’s radio silence so I have to assume I will never hear from him again because I’m not reaching out anymore.

The world keeps turning. I’m grateful for time passing and helping it hurt a little less.