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Try not to move your lips or slide your tongue along your teeth.
Surface tension transforms a tenuous slick on contact.
Try not to call yourself out in blame or shame.
And when your voice crackles like a live wire hold your jaw steady and bear the pain.
Try not to yodel in the forest. Vowels rolling in your throat multicolored marbles rumbling in a game, a multitude of sounds.
Try a nursery rhyme: A sing song chant.
The thrumming sounds of humming warms my throat I hear the voices, paralleled in harmony.
Try to sweetly sing along a warbling in your weakened voice, choking on the notes that bring you joy.
Did you measure up? Or were you silenced like a scolded dog.
Try to hold the hard, round candy, in your cheek.
A chipmunk bulge. Your tongue turns blue. You stick it out and make your brother cry.
He doesn’t need to learn To speak his mind or
Try to find his voice.
