Healing & Recovery
Trusting Myself
Poetry

I haven’t always been there for you And I’m sorry for that I want to make it up to you I know you may not trust me now as I have abandoned you so many times and even when I try to be there I do it again I dismiss you I don’t listen to what you are saying I let others have their way and you have to suffer the consequences of those decisions I want to change Forgive me I want to start today I will not abandon you again I will listen to you I will have your back You can depend on me I am for you not against you I will not let others hurt you I will speak up I will defend you I will carve out the right path for you I will make your life good I will ensure your safety I will surround you with good things and good people who care about you I will care for you I will love you I will not abandon you I will be here for you — always.
© Orla K.
Before Christmas, I did some healing work. I took time to tune in to what I was feeling.
Recently, I made a decision that was not so good for me, and because of it, I suffered.
It wasn’t the worst thing (I may write about it later), but it stung enough to make me take a look at where I was betraying myself.
Then today, I came across Sahil Patel’s poem entitled, “I Know You Are Worth It,” and it resonated with me.
In his poem, he is writing to himself. It’s a poem of self-love and respect.
He is encouraging and comforting himself, but in it, he makes a commitment not to give up, even if he sometimes lacks self-confidence.
My poem is written in the same manner. I am making a commitment to being there for myself from now on. I will build more self-trust.
Thank you for reading!
This is the beautiful poem Sahil Patel wrote that inspired me to put my recent self-development work into words.
Thank you, Sahil. You are an inspiration!
