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Training an 18-year-old Girl as a Submissive Fuck Toy: 1 Virgin Ass + 5 Hard Cocks + 1 Tight Pussy + 1 Sperm-Filled Stomach
I don’t know what I love the most: having hot girl-on-girl action with her delicious body or watching her being used by men as a fuck toy & cum bucket [Sex Confession]
I write erotica novels & short stories. I also publish sex confessions as a spermivore, spermaholic, and teen slut. Yes, teen slut! And I’m proud of it! Sex is good. And girls who love sex shouldn’t have to hide and pretend to be “pure.” Sex is pure! And naked skin is natural.
Amara swiftly evolved from being a demonstration tool during a session to show a group of men how to stimulate a clit to my trainee as a submissive fuck toy — with her parents' blessing. Wow!
Catch up on the story of my relationship with Amara (and her body), starting here:
…or stick around to dive into her body with me, in this new report for My Sex Life Diary. Either way, do not proceed if you are wearing tight jeans. Your cock needs room to grow.
After Sunday night dinner at her parent’s restaurant, on our way back to my beach condo in the SUV my friend Madison gave me a while back when I started being a submissive fuck toy to her and her husband, I asked Amara to remove her sundress and twist her body to make her firm young boobs visible, especially at each traffic light when a single man was in the car on her side.
Amara wanted me to coach her into the fun of being a submissive fuck toy, and I demanded to see how obedient she intended to be. She seemed all in! She didn’t hesitate to disrobe, not even for a second. And we made a few guys smile on that Sunday night!
At the condo, we forgot the submissive trainee part for the night. We simply couldn’t stop pleasing each other. I don’t know if it was my “masculine” or “lesbian” side, but I simply wanted to touch, kiss, and lick every inch of her sexy, tiny body over and over again. I must have drunk gallons of love juice out of that 18-year-old pussy between Sunday night and Monday morning.
And she did the same. She seemed to love the clit on my mid-20s gal’s body as much as I loved hers. Mine is quite exposed, while hers is well hidden under the hood.
It was our second full night together, and it was categorically too short!
I met her for the first time on Saturday, and within 36 hours, I was… Wait! I had to get a hold of myself. She had me wrapped around her little finger. But she was supposed to be the submissive one!
To shake things up, on Monday morning, I brought her to a cozy bakery on A1A along the intra-coastal waterway and got into a discussion about what she meant by being a submissive fuck toy and why.
We had a similar approach to it. We both wanted to have fun, and that was the key thing. I am not submissive in the rest of my life. I am successful in my career, just like she has solid results in school. But we both enjoy seeing men drooling (from their mouths and cocks) over our bodies!
She asked about the sex parties I had attended as a cum bucket with large groups of men using my body in any way they wanted. And we sure had fun with that part of our conversation after we noticed four guys listening to us at a nearby table!
I asked her to turn a bit on her chair, pull her sundress up, and open her legs toward these guys while continuing to chat with me as if there was nothing to it. The look on their face made my day, although I was a bit jealous that they were staring at her shaved pussy, not mine.
“Get me ready to be ass-fucked,” she said at one point. Although she had participated in many sex parties, which is part of the reasons her parents sought guidance, her tight ass was virgin. Not a single cock had ever been in there! What a waste, right? Her round ass was so tempting, I wished I had a cock to use it but, wait! There are strap-ons!
So, to the sex shop we went. I brought her to the one on US1 where Madison had sought decorations for my body before offering it to her husband as a wedding anniversary gift.
We headed back home with a bag full of toys and “body decorations,” which is what Madison calls butt plugs, ball gags, nipple clips, and the like.
And that was it for our girlfriend's experience during our first week together. From Monday on, I made an effort to treat her like a toy for my own selfish pleasure. It may sound like a fun and straightforward thing to do for you, perverts (I love you like that!!), but for me, it was such a different frame of mind than that of being a fuck toy myself.
First, I made sure she was comfortable with the concept of a “safe word.” At first, she didn’t want one. I could see myself in her. She wanted to experience being fully submissive to men using her for their pleasure. I couldn’t blame her because I had the same thought at the beginning of my adventure as a submissive, but I insisted, and she picked the same as me, “Lotus”, after suggesting non-starters like “harder” and “fuck me.”
That gal really wanted to be like me, and I wondered how much I could really be a role model. Being a submissive fuck toy had been, up to that point, a selfish and private pleasure for me.
After establishing the safe word, we tried every toy we had purchased — she had purchased, really. She had a gold credit card from Daddy. I wondered what her father’s accountant was going to say about a large sex shop charge on the monthly statement.
In every part of my life, since I moved to South Florida, I’ve been around people with a lot more money than me.
We started with stretching her virgin butthole. She was really excited about that, for some reason, but she was small, and even a buttplug was hard to push in, so when she insisted I fucked her with a dildo, I hesitated, but she kept insisting.
I had started training my butthole for sex at 13 with a butt plug. She had not! So I figured it would be easier on her to start with a normal-size dildo strapped on to me, going in slowly, before a raging bull gets to push his hungry cock inside her tiny body. And so we did, using lubricant.
I could see it was hurting her, and I wanted to stop, but that made her mad. She said she would leave if I continued to deal with her as if she were made of porcelain.
Eventually, most of the dildo found its way inside her body through her butthole. She cried, and yet, she asked me to slap her ass while she ordered me to intensify the experience, yelling: “Harder! Fuck me harder!”
It was weird. She was having fun crying and being “used.” The last time I had cried was when I thought the men in the room didn’t want to use me, not when gigantic cocks had penetrated my ass. In fact, being fucked in the ass never really hurt me.
Throughout the week, we gave plenty of practice to her tight little ass. The dildo got strapped on my body to fuck her at least twice daily. She insisted!
On Tuesday evening, as I was trusting in and out of her ass, my hands firmly on her soft hips, she freed herself, turned around, and put her lips on the fake cock, straight out of her ass.
“You said you did ass-to-mouth. Make me do it,” she requested.
She was so enthusiastic about being abused that it was mind-boggling to me. Now I understand why some people find it surprising that I enjoy it, I guess. Even though I love it when bestial male creatures are beating my body, I found it surprising that another young woman wanted the same experience, too. Why are our brains so conditioned against that behavior?
I have plenty of holes. Men have rods. Fill me up!
Getting her to put a dildo into the hole in her face straight out of her ass turned out to be the simple part. The problem was… Her mouth and throat are as small as the rest of her body, and therefore, a cock or dildo reaches the back of her throat much sooner than it does in my mouth.
And she had a gag reflex, which I am told is normal, although I rarely experienced it myself.
At one point in the week, I told her that perhaps she was not built to be a sex toy. I was. I have a big mouth and barely any gag reflexes. It never hurt me to take big cocks up the ass. I also have a longer-than-average pussy, so I can take fairly long rods totally in before they hit the end of the inner road. On top of that, of course, I was blonde, and many men have “fucking a blonde” on their bucket lists.
She had none of that. Besides having dark skin and hair, she had a particularly tight ass and a small mouth with a serious gag reflex. On top of that, an average-size dildo hurt her ass. But there was nothing I could say that would change her mind. She wanted to be used as a fuck toy, and she wanted it to be rough.
So we continued our training all week.
At first, she insisted I force the dildo down her throat, although it would always end with her coughing for a while after taking it out, with tears falling down her sensuous cheeks. For some reason, that made her even more sexually attractive to me. Her determination was… Sexy.
On Friday morning, I woke her up with the dildo at her back door. She took it all in with no issue, then turned around and swallowed it all. There were still tears in the corner of her eyes, but only a short coughing session afterward.
She jumped out of bed, dancing. She was proud of herself. And I was, too. I was training somebody to be fucked — not to make love or even have sex, but to be taken, pounded, penetrated, used… Fucked!
I love Amara!
Part of me has always been a lesbian. I regularly slept with my friend Jane, and we experimented a lot! Yet, I still enjoy cocks and want loads of sperm. So maybe Amara was the same.
Either way, on Friday, I couldn’t take my eyes away from that erotic teenage female body dancing by the side of my bed. She had a slutty sexual aura all around her! Her youthful, firm boobs barely bounced around, but that didn’t make them any less magnificent, just like her firm, round ass, at the top of her gorgeous legs. Then, there were her generous lips, her sexy feet, her delicate neck, her… I was in awe of every inch of her body and even more of her firecracker personality. She was always having fun, even when crying.
Earlier in the week, I had asked Madison if she could help me find a few clean men for Amara’s first day as a cum bucket, and of course, she did. Her husband’s friends were always happy to get a call from her and… Can you name one man who doesn’t dream of a teen’s tight pussy?
No matter how many toys we played with during the week, I could never actually use Amara as a cum bucket. We needed hard cocks for that. Furthermore, there was at least some love between Amara and me, and therefore, she wouldn’t get the feeling of ‘being used’ until men she had never met fucked her holes without even knowing her name.
So, on Saturday afternoon, we left my small beach condo to go to the luxurious beach mansion of my friend Madison and her husband, Darnell.
Madison watched me prepare Amara the way she had prepared me so many times before. Then, to welcome the guests, I got Amara to stand naked in the driveway, her bare feet on the asphalt, with her hands tied in her back, a butt plug up her tiny ass, and a leash dangling from a dog collar around her delicate neck.
It was such an electrifying view. I had always been a sex toy at that place, but on that day, I was helping another sex toy under the supervision of my master.
When Darnell’s four friends arrived, I brought her in.
“Your new toy is ready, guys!” I announced.
It was titillating. I was supporting my new friend Amara in living her fantasy in a relatively safe place with tested men. I had met her a week before in that same house. And she was about to discover the pleasure of being a fuck toy, something I cherish and crave.
First, we went by the pool, and we untied Amara’s hands so she could serve drinks to everybody.
I always enjoyed — intensely enjoyed, in fact—being the only naked person in a room, and on that day, I discovered I equally appreciated watching somebody else in that situation or, perhaps, I should say, watching a beautiful girl walking around in the nude among dressed people — a sensuous girl I had already made love to.
But serving drinks was not much of a submissive act, so I got up and requested everybody’s attention.
“Come on, guys!” I said. “Who wants to test the toy? She’s a virgin!”
I stopped there on purpose and watched their reactions. It was priceless. The male beasts were about to drool — or pass out!
“Ass virgin!” I added. That changed nothing. I think men’s brains explode internally when hearing the word ‘virgin!’
“Drop those pants and show me these cocks! The first fully hard rod gets the virgin!”
It was funny to see how fast these shorts and bathing suits dropped to the ankles. They all grabbed and stroked their cocks. There was no question that each one of these male beasts wanted the fresh, never-used piece of ass. I mean… It had been used by me with a dildo, but they didn’t need to know that.
I made Amara bend down with her ass facing the five guys, and then I stretched her butt cheeks apart to expose her pinky butthole. I thought some guys were about to ejaculate, so I quickly stopped them. Men! They get so easily excited.
Since all five rods were hard and pointing at Amara, which was quite a funny sight, I simply picked the middle guy. Madison was watching the whole thing, giggling. She was entertained as much as the guys were, it seemed.
I threw a cushion on the floor, asked Amara to go on all fours, and… That was it. I didn’t have to give any further instructions to the guy I had picked. In a heartbeat, he was on his knees with one hand pushing Amara’s ass cheeks apart and the other one on his rod, placing it at the entrance to the virgin hole he desired so much.
It seems to me that even today, men are animals marking their territory. Why else could it be so exciting for a grown, married man to be the first to shove his cock up the butthole of an 18-year-old girl?
I wanted to put lubricant on his penis to make it easier for Amara, but I didn’t have a chance. That male beast pushed his hard cock inside of her tiny ass like a hungry man, desperate for fresh meat. I bent toward Amara and whispered: “Lotus?”
To my surprise, she got mad at my suggestion, although I could see tears forming in the corner of her eyes.
“Pull… my hair… and… slap my… ass,” she slowly whispered back, taking big breaths to not lose it while her ass was being pounded, in and out, and in and out…
“Pull her hair,” I yelled. “If you can’t take her virginity properly, I’ll get a real man to do it!”
Madison laughed and blew me a kiss.
“And slap that ass,” I added. “Is it your ass now or what? Teach her whose ass it is!”
A couple of other guys added fuel to the fire by telling him to move over so they could show him how to do it.
That’s exactly what Amara wanted. It was entertaining to Madison. And the guys’ cocks were harder than ever before. That said it all. Men come with an external gauge to display how they feel!
But I had second thoughts. I locked eyes with Amara. The guy fucking her virgin ass was now giving her a real pounding, pulling hard on her hair and slapping her ass, already red after only a handful of whacks. He was being an animal like she wanted him to be.
Amara looked at me, tears continuing to come down her bright cheeks. I moved my lips as if I was saying “Lotus”. She yelled: “Harder!”
She wanted this, and she was enjoying it.
And who was I to judge, for fuck’s sake? I had often been in her position, naked and on all fours next to that pool, with a lineup of men shagging me repeatedly. I loved it when it happened, and today, I cherish those memories. So I eventually changed my perspective and went along with making it a moment to remember for my cute, little, delicious girlfriend.
I stopped the guy and told Amara to turn around.
“Swallow his load, now!” I told her. “No wasting!”
She grabbed the cock that had been fucking her ass and twirled her tongue around the head before sliding her lips around it and pushing her head toward the man’s balls. She gagged, took it out, and coughed before trying again. And again. Until she managed to hold it in.
She had positioned her head the way I had shown up, and we could see the cock way down the front of her neck. Heck, her neck had almost doubled in size.
She took it out, mad. “Push it down and hold my head,” she said between two coughs.
The man obeyed without questioning it. Men are usually quite obedient and simultaneously animalistic when blood is concentrated near their little heads.
He placed his hands on both sides of her head as she put her lips around it one more time. Grabbing her hair, he pulled her head down onto his hard penis, and in one swooping movement, we saw his cock slide down under the skin in the front of her neck until Amara’s nose was on his belly, her bottom lips on his balls.
My heart skipped a beat. That cock was bigger than the dildo I had used all week for her to practice deep-throat. Once again, tears were coming down her cheeks, but now, her face was also turning red. So I moved toward her, but she raised her hand to stop me. She clearly didn’t want this to stop. That man was giving her a beating, and she was enjoying every minute of it.
Through the skin in the front of her neck, we could see his penis pulsating as it ejaculated his load deep down Amara’s throat. I had never seen that before. I was filmed doing it as a teenager at a party during which everybody was drunk, but I had not noticed how big & visible the cocks were in front of the neck in a really deep deep-throat. So I took a mental note to ask Madison to film me one day, so I could see how it looks on me when I fully swallow her husband’s thick 9-inch cock.
He then crashed down on his back with a giant sight.
“My first virgin!” he whispered, tired as if he had been the one taking the beating! Meanwhile, Amara was coughing. And coughing. Trying to catch her breath. Almost puking. Then coughing again. With her hand up. She didn’t want me to touch her.
At that moment, I wanted her even more. On top of everything else, she was one tough cookie! I never had an issue with cocks pounding my ass or going down deep into my throat, so I had no merit. She deserved an award!
Everybody got back to their drinks and their long chair while Amara stayed face down on the cushion by the pool with her sexy buttocks caressed by the sun.
I kept looking around, wondering what was happening. I was usually the sex toy, but on that day, I was in my sundress with five naked men on long chairs and a sex kitten, naked, on the ground.
I don’t have tan lines because I usually suntan at Madison and Darnell’s place or at the nude beach up the coast. So I took my sundress off. A couple of guys whistled, and that gave me shivers. I like so much being the center of attention, I didn’t know if I could deal with a sensual sex toy like Amara being regularly in the same room as me. But at least some guys still enjoyed the sight of my naked boobs and shaved pussy.
Eventually, Amara got back on all fours, walked toward me like a cat, pushed my legs open, and served herself to my pussy. Her tongue touching my clit made me moan. I heard more whistling and Madison’s voice: “You go, girls!”
Before I had time to decide if it was an appropriate step in the training of Amara as a sex toy, I noticed another one of Darnell’s friends on his knees behind Amara’s naked ass. He was holding a hard rod in his hands.
“One time is not even, is it?” he said, plunging his cock into her butthole.
I felt it on my clit because Amara’s oral strokes were more passionate — some could say aggressive — with each thrust of the cock up her ass.
It was such a beautiful sight for me. I usually don’t get to see men’s faces when they fuck my ass from behind. On that day, I had in my field of vision a naked man dancing in and out of a tight ass at the end of a sexy teenager’s back, with black hair caressing my naked thighs while a tongue was taking good care of my clit.
I’m not sure how that happened or if we could ever do it again, but the man and I reached a climax at the same time. And after everything stopped and I was catching my breath, I realized Amara was also catching her breath.
“It was so good,” she whispered.
She got an orgasm from her ass being fucked, something that never happened to me. I’m all about oral on my clit. But I’ve heard of women having orgasms from ass fucking, and apparently, Amara was one of them.
As I am typing this report, with Amara currently at her parents’ house to concentrate on the beginning of her school year, I can tell you something… There’s wet dripping on the chair I am sitting on, just at the thought of her eating me again while a man fucks her ass. God! I want it again so badly!
At dinner time, we had pizza, wings, and the like, by the pool while I asked Amara to remain on all fours and eat sperm out of a cat bowl. Yes, I had guys fuck her (I actually call it “masturbating with a female body instead of toilet paper”), then pull out of her just before ejaculation in order to fill her bowl.
Her tight, young pussy was the most popular item on the menu, and since it was an all-you-can-fill buffet, the guys made many return trips to their favorite hole. I don’t know how many more times I could have heard the male beasts commenting on how tight her pussy was without me going crazy, but that is a different story.
She was sore—her butthole, pussy, jaw, and legs — at the end of the evening.
Yet, she was a trooper and still so sexy — even sexier; I think — with sperm dripping down her legs, breasts, and chin.
I suggested to Madison that we do not give her crackers just to see how much sperm she could take. I wondered if I was too mean, but I remembered having done it too for Madison. And sure enough, Amara was hit by nausea and ended up with her head in the toilet bowl for a while. Afterward, we told her about mixing sperm with dry crackers… For the next time! And guess what? She laughed! She’s just so full of sexual energy!
Sperm in a cat bowl… I know! It’s not very original since it’s something Madison had me do a while back. I’ll need to come up with new scenarios of my own. The first one that comes to mind was a competition between two fuck toys. Imagine Amara and me on all fours, facing each other, kissing, while being naked with boobs dangling down. I noticed men like that very much. I guess they like the image of the female body as a milking cow or something!
In this new scenario with Amara, there would need to be a good number of men so that both of our asses be constantly pounded by a hard cock. The competition would be about who can last the longest.
How long do you think we could last? Who would give up first, you think? And what should the punishment be for the first one to give up?
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