Summary

Kira Dawn, also known as The Gorgeous Mess, reflects on embracing one's inner chaos and the beauty of imperfection, encouraging readers to find strength and unity in their uniqueness and vulnerabilities.

Abstract

In a candid and introspective piece, Kira Dawn likens herself to a "train wreck" that people can't help but be drawn to. She emphasizes the importance of authenticity and self-expression, suggesting that playing by the rules stifles growth and creativity. Through her writing, she explores the diverse personas and experiences found on her platform, from the broken to the narcissistic, and advocates for honesty and relatability over perfection. Dawn celebrates her individuality and the freedom it brings, inviting readers to look beyond the surface and recognize the value in everyone, including themselves. She concludes with a call to embrace one's inner chaos, find light in darkness, and foster love and understanding among all individuals.

Opinions

Kira Dawn views herself as an "outspoken Gorgeous Mess," unconcerned with universal approval.
She believes that life's lessons are learned through trial and error, akin to the scientific method.
The author values brutal honesty in writing, rejecting the notion of a perfect article.
Dawn suggests that following rules limits personal expansion and that a bit of unconventionality can captivate readers.
She sees her role as a unifying force, bringing together disparate voices through her "train wreck" analogy.
Dawn embraces her multifaceted identity, including being a jester, a joker, and a poker-playing blonde, challenging others to see beyond the surface.
She emphasizes the importance of not being hypocritical and the need for empathy, as everyone has their own struggles.
The author concludes with a message of resilience, asserting that wisdom and discernment lead to true happiness and unity.

Train Wreck.

You Just Can’t Resist. Go Ahead.

I can only write according to my experience. Today I had an epiphany of being a train wreck and what that would mean for me. I am the outspoken Gorgeous Mess. I don’t care if you like me best.

Maybe I go off the rails. Feel the train starting to tremble. I look back and soon I remember the lesson I was taught year’s ago about trial and error.

With the scientific method, I proceed. Still not quite sure what to believe. As I create my hypothesis, I watch closely for the glitch. I must now perform my experimental data. It’s really in my mind. It does still matter.

People looking for different things. A platform filled with potential dreams. There are different types of people on here from the broken, the bully, the narcissist, the Buddhist, The Christian; Spirituality is relentless. All searching for the right answers on a topic to write. Brutal honesty, there will never be the perfect article to type.

I am not a superstar. I’m not a big shot. I discovered my voice and that was the jackpot. Making up stories is very adventurous. I like to write honestly to see where my fingers drift.

I never write down what I’m going to type. It leaves room for over-analyzing which becomes a parasite. I just start typing and see what I find. I know one thing my brain is not, I don’t like to follow the leader. My own choices seem to invoke voices. Set your soul free of noises.

My hypothesis about me; seems to be going seamlessly. Lest I forgot to derail the train. If I was normal I would not be sane.

I am the train wreck you see off the tracks. I am in the car getting high jacked. I am the airplane you filmed that just crashed. I am a jackknifed truck on the highway. I am what you don’t want to see, yet you can’t seem to turn away from me.

I like the trainwreck analogy. Its entire existence is to cause a collision to unite the voices that haven’t been listening.

I am the jester. I am the joker. I’m the sexy blonde playing poker. Dare you to call my bluff. If you do who would be more insane than you?

I have this philosophy that throughout our life span if we play by the rules we cannot expand. I am not saying that you should be crazy. Spice your work up just a bit and all of the readers will be dying to scratch that itch.

I am Kira Dawn. The silent sun rising. I’m The Gorgeous Mess, the diamond in the rough. You might have to get closer to the damage to see what I am made of. I might seem off my rocker. Accurate statement. Good job sir.

In conclusion to this venom, I’m spewing. When you look at the broken and the damaged. You look in awe. Why don’t you grab a bandage? Jaws drop to the floor. I’m a tease. Leave you wanting more. Swear you would never come back. What are you here for?

When you have exponential growth in your soul. It is a lot harder to lose control. Think of the forests I couldn’t see for the trees. I was a lost soul, misguided beliefs. Now I don’t care if you like me. If you don’t all you need to hit is the Follow key. Then you no longer have to live with this vulgarity, profanity, and vanity inside of me.

I can give you a hell of a thrill. Which would you prefer the red or the green pill. I swallow both. Made a journey, swore my oath.

Be careful not to be so hypocritical. Lest you fall into the well with the pitiful. Be careful, not to judge anybody. You really never know who’s soul walks with the golden key.

I am the trainwreck. Turn around. Crane your neck. I’m going off the rails. I’m crazy. Happiness is found when the broken-down feel light from within. They become unbreakable with knowledge and wisdom. I hope your never forsake the beauty within you. This is not a rental. You can’t buy a fake. We all need to find love within one another. You are all my sisters and brothers. We might not be exactly the same yet we are one.

I will be here for you when you unravel. When you come undone. Come find me before you lock the devil behind the brain’s compartmentalized drawer. The darkness will eat you up inside. Choose light and you will never again have to hide. Gifts are given. Wisdom and discernment. You will realize when you are barely surviving that you waited your whole life for this moment.

God Bless All! Thank you for reading!

Kira Dawn a.k.a. The Gorgeous Mess a.k.a. Ditto Squared a.k.a. *Kween* new nickname from Charlotte Zobeir Ali

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