POETRY
Towering Peaks
“Hello” towering peaks, how do I climb you?
Towering peaks, how do I climb you? Such a challenge, such a struggle, so impossible you will be. Yet, I can’t give up, I have to try. But why try when I know that I may fail?
I will try because you are there. I will try because they say that I should. I will try because I have to try. Trying is the right thing, the only thing to do.
Yet, where is the “road” showing me the way? The road showing me the way to climb you? The road that will wind up to your summit and beyond. A road that will allow me to succeed.
This should be easy, but it’s not. They said it would be hard, but not this hard. Harder than any climb or struggle before, yet you won’t yield. You are still in the distance challenging me, yet not showing me the way.
The road is showing me the way, but not the “how”. I see the road, yet can’t decide the direction to take. I see your towering peaks close enough to touch, yet so very far away. I ask “where are you”, but you don’t answer.
Then I look inside, and I find the answer. The answer has been here all along, waiting to be found. It’s not that hard but only requires the first step. The first step is what makes me stumble.
Taking the first step, then another will bring me toward the goal. Toward your towering peaks, standing in front of me. The first step, then another, and another will show me the way. Show me the way to your summit, but then what happens?
I see the towering peaks in front of me, the summit is near, but now what? What was the purpose, the reason, the goal? I made it, but what did I expect to see? Is this all there is? All this effort for this?
This is not what I expected when I got here. Not what I had dreamed, hoped, or imagined. Yet, I am here. I am waiting to understand. But will I? Will I understand why I chose this challenge, this road?
Sometimes the goal is hard to understand. The purpose or reason escapes me in the mist of the summit. I knew that I had to do it. I had to accept the challenge, then find that success? I got here, but why? The “why” doesn’t present itself.
Sometimes the why is not the reason, not the goal. Yes, it was a hard task, even a daunting task. I expected a reason. How did I make it, yet I don’t know why I tried? My goal was set, it was achieved, but I never determined the reason.
Not every challenge or summit demands an answer though. Sometimes it’s just for me to experience the summit, that is all. For me to find the road, follow the road, see the summit. To find me at the top, once again not knowing where to go?
Yet, I think that I always knew. The summit was there. The road was there. I knew my challenge was there. It wasn’t ever a goal that was set but was instead a journey. A journey to reach the summit…to see the other side. Now where to?
Michael Thacker is a not so young adult blogger, aspiring writer, and sometimes seller of real estate.
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