Touching The Divine Within
An envigorated sense of beingness

Heavy-hearted I walk through this life on most days.
What does this mean, to be heavy-hearted?
The dictionary leads to melancholy, depression, disspirited, joyless…
But this is not the definition I’d give it, for a deep un-exuberant delight weaves through it all.
I’d say the feeling is more filled with all the beauty, the resplendence, the frailty, the impermanence, the sweetness, the meaningful moments of being that pass like fallen leaves.
A warm embrace that becomes a footprint in the sand, taken back out to sea.
Rumi says, “your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”
This could be said for The Divine, as it is equally true. And is love not the most divine of all?
Your task is not to seek the divine, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
I’m recalling a quote from Mother Meera that pins the tail on this donkey:
All the old separations between “holy” and “worldly” are not real. Everything is divine. Everything.
In a song called Wishing, a ballerina dances while a man plays the piano, her shadow gently touches the floor as the sun emerges behind a cloud, giving back life to the faded.
It feels so good to write another day. I need the page, possibly more than it needs me, and I am grateful for these fingers, these hands, this keyboard, for the flow moving within me as a song moves through an instrument.
What would it be like to be a musical instrument? Melody whisking through you, a bliss breeze to the core—
To be as blank as a page or a canvas, and feel the words and paint flow upon you —
To be the imprint of a hand into wet clay, remaining only as long as the mold—
Or to be the energy that tingles up and down the spine of a tree —
Each soul constantly in contact with meeting self.
Edgar Cayce, a great American prophet and psychic writes,
“Depend more upon the intuitive forces from within and not harken so much to that of outside influences — but learn to listen to that still small voice from within.”
A small voice as delicate and soft as the silky muzzle of a mother horse touching the top of your head as you collect grass for her on the other side of the fence.
Step beyond the fence and she’ll nudge you from behind the chest, encouraging, open your heart, and stand tall with joy. Become enlivened with the same flame of divine dancing within, while life steadily melts like wax around a wick. Glaciers, reemerging into the oneness of the sea.






