To the only person who made me feel genuinely valued! 💙

Until now, I still think about you. Sometimes, I miss you, or maybe I just really miss how you treated me properly compared to the ones I've loved so hard before. Despite all the heartbreaks that I've experienced from the ones who only took me for granted, I must admit that you made me believe in genuine love again. To some people, I've always been too much or not enough. But to you, I've always been enough and worthy of everything. You made me happy and peaceful in a way that no one can ever top that. I used to always cry myself to sleep because of heartbreaks, but when you came into my life, you made sure that I would always sleep and wake up happy. You never hesitated to do everything that could reassure me that I was the only one you love. You made everything like a magic, turning all the things around us into something special.

There are lots of things that you made me realize when I experienced being loved by you. You made me realize that I am not hard to love. You understood that I have so many traumas in the past, so you made sure to protect my heart from anything that could hurt me. You understood that I have been treated poorly, so you treated me with kindness and respect. You made sure to protect my peace of mind, because you knew how easily I get jealous at everything and how easily I overthink even the small things. You cared a lot about my feelings, because you knew that I get hurt easily. You created a safe place for me in your arms, knowing that I needed someone to hold me most of the time. You loved me properly, because you knew that I've been hurt brutally. Of all the people who made me question my worth and made me feel worthless, you were the only one who was so gentle to me. You made me realize that I was worthy of everything, and you made me love myself more. Of all the people who made me feel ugly, you were the one who reminded me that I was beautiful. Of all the ones who made me feel like I was asking for too much, you were the one who never let me ask or beg because you initiate to do the things that can make me happy. And of all the ones who ripped my heart into pieces, you were the one who was patiently loving me until all the pain in my heart have disappeared.

You were indeed the most genuine lover that I've ever met, my love. But I only broke your heart, I know I did. I left and didn't choose you. You were so good to me that I thought I didn't deserve you. I settled for less than what I deserve and suffered again after I leave. I guess I deserved it, because I broke a genuine heart like yours. I'm sorry. I know that you've moved on already. I know that you're already happy now. But I wish you know that I regret letting you go that day. I regret not staying. Until now, I am still getting heartbreaks from different people that I meet.

I am still waiting for someone who will do everything to love me properly, but every time I think about you and remember that you have loved me more than I deserve to be loved, it makes my heart sad. I've been wanting to meet someone who will treat me well, but when I met you before, I just let you go.

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—$tRîvîñG $tRâñGêR🩵🌻