Throwing a Rock in your Dreams
When will we choose reality, always already the case?
Balcony hours — a slight breeze & swaying fronds. Down a nearby street usual metallic clangs of industry while over the road some guy drills to improve his house. There’s always someone busy someone getting on. If there’s a mean average, these are the heights of the average man whose dreams hit only a material ceiling, concretised like mind itself. I am weighed down by finer aspirations cursed as a boy. I am soul weary, always. All of it ends in death but humans plow on as if the god in them possesses a faint remembrance long forgotten. Everything built falls. My focus is on the screen — backdrop for activity of any sort. Behind that pure light shining its blessings on our madness. Apparently, I should have a dream — we all should — but mine’s to be done with fantasy & take up reality as first cause. On screen, a snaky woman counsels me on how to entrap her fellows to get more sex while some guy insists our purpose is to make a million. Hell! Why not a billion? I couldn’t give a damn about your dream but sometimes, I see a ring of light around your face & want to scream — ‘That’s it! Right there!’ But it’s a hopeless cause for you are lifetimes out — on the perimeter miles out by that supernova where the soul taps its fingers & waits.
Copyright Simon Heathcote
