This Recurring Dream
A philosophical inquiry

What if this is it?
On our way to something, incomplete, always struggling towards the intangible…
What if the next stage of our evolution is a changing cloud,
like that elusive god, Proteus, or something out of Ovid’s Metamorphosis,
as unattainable as it is intangible —
one of Maya’s illusive Mona Lisa-like smiles, Buddha’s dreams or nightmares
an idea you had yesterday, a perfect triangle that only exists in geometry books, a painting on the wall
what if this painful body, this cramped apartment, this stressful job in this armed and nuclear world is all that there is?
what then?
we won’t entertain such thoughts, we will continue to believe there is something, anything, just around the corner
a logical step up on a linear ladder — always upward, always onward
as these hells we find ourselves in are only temporary situations
pit stops
between one era and another era
say, from the Tang dynasty to those Machiavellian Medicis
or maybe, from Solomon’s reign to the aging Biden and Xi Jinping
in only the blink of an eye
has the brain really evolved in 5,000 years? neuroscientists say no, we are notoriously
slow
and do not our wars prove it?
we make the same mistakes again and again and again
like Mircea Eliade’s Eternal Return
like the four seasons, or orbiting planets —
are they on their way to something? are they really evolving?
or is this all that there is? this tricky predicament our globe finds itself in
amidst climate change and nuclear arms’ race
rampant wealth inequality, pandemics and diseases,
this wild world of pain and suspect pleasure
if this is all that there is, what is its meaning?
© Carlo Zeno 2022
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