The Woman Has a Near-Death Experience and Downloads Her Pre-birth Plan For 17 Years of Suffering

The NDE of Brianna Lafferty

In 2017, Brianna was at the extremes of her sickness.

She would be bedridden for months. And one day, at 2 a.m., she couldn’t take it anymore. Brianna completely surrendered.

She prayed to God and said, “I can’t do it anymore.”

Just like that, Brianna’s heart stopped. Her spirit lifted from her body. And she went on to have an incredibly profound near-death experience.

Brianna Died and Awoke In another Plane

Brianna Lafferty had been sick with a chronic illness for 16 years.

She’d tried different medications for years, but nothing seemed to work. Brianna's daily life felt like hell on Earth.

So, on April 27th, 2017, at 2 a.m., she prayed to the only God she knew and said, “I can’t do this anymore.” She went deep and surrendered the battle completely with her soul, heart, and body.

Then, she heard a big booming voice say, “Are you ready?”

Brianna thought that was a response after her prayer. And so she said, “Yes, I’m ready.” Ready for what? She didn’t care to know.

The next moment, Brianna felt three hard pounds on her chest.

Immediately, her heart stopped beating.

Then her spirit awoke in a black velvety void. The empty blackness was full of love and energy.

Instantaneously, Brianna knew she was with the Creator, the source of the universe and the universe itself. And the big question popped into her consciousness. For a second, she wondered if she was dead.

She then went through this beautiful, vibrant blue tunnel filled with ones and zeros (binary code).

In that tunnel, she was downloading information and binary codes. And she knew the code would be of crucial use sometime later. But she also didn’t understand the concept of later because there was no concept of time.

The tunnel brought her into a white room. The room had no doors, no windows, no walls, no floors. In the white room, a great master teacher appeared behind her. And in front of her was a big pile of numbers.

At that moment, Brianna realized the universe is created in math and binary codes. She could pick up the numbers and play with them like a little child.

And she thought to herself, “No wonder you love creating.”

Brianna Enjoyed Being A Free Spirit Back Home

Brianna then appeared in a space with other beings.

“I say beings instead of humans because I had no idea if they were ever human. I [also] didn’t remember that I was ever a human.” — Brianna

Brianna was home. And it was an exciting place to be.

Other souls existed in this same space, the same dimension as her. And they were experiencing things with her.

She saw some of them sliding down beautiful trees covered in snow.

Then she innocently thought, “I don’t think I like snow.” And instantly, the place turned to lush green. Brianna joined the fun. She was sliding down the trees next to the other beings.

She then realized the beings were sliding down on their own texture of the place, even though she saw the same space as lush green. They could have these different experiences simultaneously together.

While she was there, they also danced.

“We danced together as if we’d been choreographing these movements for millennia. No one spoke, but no one needed to. Everyone was one. Everyone moved as one, and everyone communicated as one.

You think of telepathy as having a thought, someone reading it, them sending it back, and you reading that thought. But it was so instantaneous. So telepathy isn’t really the right word.” — Brianna

There was also a time when Brianna tried to learn to fly. But she was awful at it. She ended up hitting a pole and severing her arm.

Surprisingly, she didn’t feel pain. She was just curious about what was going to happen. And she saw her arm regrow in ones and zeros.

The place was filled with curiosity, joy, and love. And it was a place of learning and experiencing. There was no judgment, no anger, no fear, and no pain.

So, when she lost her arm for a second, it wasn’t scary. It was interesting. And then watching it grow back was fascinating.

Brianna Came Back To Life

After the space, she appeared at a barbed wire fence.

She could see what was on the other side. There was a farm on a mountain, and there was a house. But she could see past the mountain in that dimension, though it was fuzzy and blurry.

She saw these beings going through the fence, but she couldn’t go. So, she ends up in the last place in her experience.

It was another place that felt like a room. In the room were seven magnificent and powerful entities.

In front of her was a beautiful scroll.

There was a beautiful floating golden script being written out in front of her. It felt like what was being written was something important.

But before she could read the scroll, her ego came back.

In her experience, she was separate from her ego the whole time. And in that last area, unfolding probably the wisdom of the universe, her ego returned and said, “Ha, you’re showing this to a human.”

And just like that, the scroll rolled up, and Brianna was snapped back into her body. She felt her heart start again. And fear sank in.

She was positive that when she would open her eyes, she was going to be buried. And she would have to figure out how to climb out of a coffin, out of the ground. She thought it’d been months.

When she finally built up the courage to open my eyes, she looked at the time, and it had only been eight minutes.

Brianna Downloaded Her Pre-Birth Plan

Brianna came back with the download that almost every incarnate human soul has a pre-birth plan. And she had details on her own pre-birth plan.

In Brianna's pre-birth plan, she chose a very hard life. She chose to experience chronic illness, depression, and paranormal craziness for 16 to 17 years.

“Why do we choose such horrific things?

It’s purely for learning. The people who have had some of the hardest battles become the strongest healers.

A blade doesn’t get forged in one hit, in one round, in the fire. The strongest, sharpest blades go through the fire over and over again and get pounded over and over again.

Only through this trial and this hardship and the hurt and the pain does it become so strong and so sharp.” — Brianna

The concept of a pre-birth plan evokes an obvious question, “Why don’t we all choose an easier life?”

Brianna explained that some people do choose easier lives. And that’s their sole journey. But for her, the ideal journey was to go through hell so that she could really appreciate the heaven side of souls.

And not just appreciate it but help pull other people out of their hell.

She had to experience the hurt and the pain and the loss and the grief and overcome it to be able to help other people overcome their own hurt.

Brianna Speaks On The Concept of Soul Contracts

According to Brianna, Soul contracts are created mostly by each individual soul. Souls also travel here in clusters with people they sign contracts with.

Brianna and her mother had a conversation about their soul contract. Her mother suffered a lot, watching Brianna suffer as a child. There was so little she could do to comfort her own child.

They realized they had signed this contract to be on the journey together.

Brianna’s mom would play the role of mother, advocate, and warrior. And Brianna would play the role of the chronically ill child.

She explained that A lot of abusers and abused have soul contracts.

She explained,

“It sounds so unfortunate here in the world as we experience it, but everything we do, whether it’s good, painful, negative, or positive. All of it is a learning experience for our souls.

And usually, we sign that with another person.

It becomes very hard for people to hear. They usually say, ‘Well, how could a soul do this? How could a soul be so hurtful?’

It usually comes in the pre-birth plans, contracts, and agreements that you both want to learn different things throughout those experiences and those interactions.

Like I said with my mom and me, her soul’s grown so much. Just watching my journey and being with me on my journey. And without her, I wouldn’t have made it this far on my journey.”

Brianna also downloaded information about the choices souls make when they die.

Some people were given a choice. They came to that place where she went, maybe after an accident or a drug overdose. And they were given a choice to either go back in their person or restart everything as a baby.

The idea is that the soul will finish what it planned to master no matter how many human forms it takes to accomplish this task.

Brianna believes that we can definitely triumph over the hurts in our contracts, and that is usually in the plan too. So, if you think you need to break out of your current contract, it’s probably already in your plan to break free of these circumstances.

She grew up for 20 years believing she had an incurable disorder. But she learned how to break that contract. At the same time, it was also in her plan to break that contract.

On how she broke free of her illness contract, Brianna explained,

“You can talk to your higher self, get into communication, and say, I’m done with this; let’s reroute. And you can definitely change the momentum for the rest of your life.

There are many modalities.

One way can be past life regression so that you can understand what lessons your soul is trying to learn. You can also do hypnosis, which will get you to your subconscious and higher self.

You can also use meditation.

I would recommend meditation modalities. That is how I broke out of my chronic illness. I did a meditation retreat where I learned how to meditate, go within, break free of my body, and have that conversation with my higher self and my soul.

That is what worked for me.”

My Personal Takeaways

As I wrote and exchanged with Brianna’s testimony, a lot of symbolism popped into my imagination, and I will share some of it with you.

Recounting her experience, she mentions that the emptiness is full of love and energy. And I found that powerful.

I felt a nudge to that sentence. It was clear to me that I needed to consider that when I feel emptiness, there I am full of love and energy. When I feel like I can’t, I am empty, and I am at the limit. That state is full of love and energy.

It’s a paradox, but I’ve learned from someone (Bashar) that when you find a paradox, that’s a point of power.

She also speaks about forgetting she was human when she was in the space where she could play with the code of the universe, fly, etc. Then her ego returned; she remembered being human, and the wisdom on the scroll was hidden from her eyes.

I found that powerful because it sort of explains the game we play called human life.

It’s a game of believing that we are limited. Powerful spirits, champions of the spirit world, come to wear the garment called human limits. The soul imposes itself a limit on the knowledge it is.

And the only way you can access the knowledge that you are is by triumphing over what the ego tells you. The ego says these things can’t be known by you; you are human.

The ego says you can’t love them unconditionally you are human. You can’t be proud of your sorry self; you are human. What have you accomplished? You are human. You can’t find a way out; you are human. These things are stronger than you; you are human.

The ego, the limiter on your super self, says that being human equals you are limitations.

But multiple experiences have shown me that the spirit has plenty of ways I (at the level of my human thought) know not of.

I believe the game is about saving yourself from that limited state while the ego constantly screams facts to you about how you can’t be free to exercise your dominion over the things that have imprisoned you.

My proposed Way To Break Free Of A contract

The Bible reads, “Let the poor say, I AM rich. Let the weak say I AM strong.”

At first glance, the verse seems to be speaking about positive thinking. If you are weak, think positive. Think about being strong.

But no. I think it’s about wisdom, which is madness to the world. Imagine if all the world's facts tell you that you are weak, but you dare to say I AM strong. That’s delusion and madness.

But remember about the wisdom of the universe hidden from Brianna’s eyes because the ego reminded her that she is human.

You are relentlessly reminded of an unwanted state in your life. And it feels crazy to claim that, now, you are free from your unwanted things.

But there is a power, your wonderful human imagination, that can conceive this freedom and bring it into your world.

In your wonderful imagination, you can see things that no other man has seen. You can hear good news without the need to listen. In your human imagination lies your power to speak of the name of God.

Say, I AM free.

Close the door to the facts of the world. Close the door to the idea that you can’t be saved because you don’t have the bread, the thing that your thoughts say would satisfy your hunger. And remember that man doesn’t live by bread alone but by the word from the mouth of God.

Say with conviction and without uttering a word, say I AM that I want to be. Say it in the deep of your imagination, in your awareness of being.

At that moment, in silence, you have conceived without a husband. You have conceived freedom without the thing your ego says would free you. Your awareness of being has given you a saviour. And you (your human consciousness) must lift it (your new awareness of being free) up until it comes into this world.

Now, in your imagination, hold high the feeling of freedom, especially when the deceiver comes to you with the fact that you are still bound to the undesired state.

Walk in that feeling, say without uttering words, I AM that I want to be.

Without fail, the thing will come to pass. And with ways that seem foolish to your ego, you will see your freedom come.

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