POETRY
The Tree Hut That Heals My Vertigo With Quantum Gravity
I’m being reborn, my friends. How about you?
At this moment, we are staying about an hour from Berlin, near Stendal. In former Eastern Germany. Sleeping in a tree hut on the land of one of my friends.
The famous documentary maker Marijn Poels and his family.
Marijn made the documentary “Return to Eden.” and revolutionary, journalistic films like “Pandamned”. We worked together on Return to Eden. Me writing the subtitles and supplying names from my network that could make the story a full spectrum.
After all, that’s what I am about. A full spectrum.
Abundance for all.
But now, Marijn, Mike, and I don’t talk about films. We talk about life. And friendship. About health. And love. About self-sufficiency. And finding water with water dowsing rods.
About growing food. We talk permaculture. Observe their garden and the pyramid he is building right now. We listen to the birds and the season changing into autumn. And I give some advice about snails and walnut trees.
Mike and I stay in the tree hut that I pictured at the top of this story. It’s located 8 meters above the ground. With a free-flowing bedroom.
And if you know that I have fierce vertigo, you can imagine the challenge to my body and mind.
Hahaha… I have to be super courageous to rebirth myself this year…
Vertigo is a stuck trauma from my youth. It’s all about fear and tension in my body and mind. My living system. And as we all well know, traumas can only be healed if we face them. And let the tension flow free.
So, here’s my emotional poetry about letting go.
About Quantum Gravity. And Wild Trust in Time and Space.
My science subjects for the coming months.
My height is suffocating me, strangling me, startling me
My height is too high to observe with open eyes
My height is pressing my lungs together like fearful lemons spurting acid in my throat
My throat hurts My lungs hurt And my voice squeaks “Can I have some water, please?”
He gives coffee instead and I tell myself to be a daring girl Daring, courageous, and wild
WILD? WILD! WILD!
Again a child
And the building up of courage starts anew with trust and confidence in Gaia’s soul and trees’ wisdom
I talk to the tree and I know she will hold me
No questions asked
She will hold me with love. In time and in the space of my trust
Quantum Gravity Wild Trust in Time and Space
Okay, so this is the place where we slept. The free-floating bed in space and time. Quantum Gravity. Wild Trust in Time and Space…
What do you fear, my friends? Can you tell us about it in the comments? We are all being reborn every minute of every day. The transformative moment is HERE. NOW. ME. (YOU).
I’m curious to hear what fears you have…
And in the meantime, I’m just a mermaid making waves. With my hands in the soil and my feet in the sea. Dance with me, my friends, dance with me… The future is waiting for us all…
Thank you, Gaia, for giving me Wild Writing. © Désirée Driesenaar, 2022
