The Tough Days After A Spiritual Awakening

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ded to get to another local ATM. After hours of sitting by the side of the road with my luggage (she refused to let me into the hotel), I got a sweet taxi driver. He took me to an ATM that accepted my foreign card.</p><p id="d58a">When I checked into my room, it was not as pictured, unclean, and the Wi-Fi did not work. But I had a choice; I could complain, give in to anger, or flow in peace. I decided to keep my peace instead. When I saw the woman, I greeted her and said, “You sounded really upset on the phone.” She explained she wasn’t feeling well. I smiled, thanked her for everything, and walked away to enjoy the sunset.</p><p id="35a8">It takes a lot of inner work to do what I did. The old me would have complained, cursed her out, and continuously replayed the events. I would have called my friend to vent and demanded another room. But that isn’t me anymore; it isn’t worth it. Whatever you do, choose peace.</p><h2 id="6212">Some days are emotional.</h2><p id="7ef7">Like today, some days are emotional. You may cry, feel angry, or frustration out of nowhere. My loves, I empathize with you. I understand these days all too well, but please do not allow those emotions to consume you. Allow them to happen; get it out. It is okay to feel the way you do, but do not allow negative thoughts to take over.</p><p id="e140">As I lay in bed sobbing this morning, I was fully aware. In fact, I quickly got out of bed and began my day because I did not allow negative thoughts to keep me down; Why are you crying? You see, this is too hard! What are you thinking? You are all alone! You have no one, and you got lost! You should go back home!</p><p id="f9fc">Last night while walking along the beach, I was approached by several men who grabbed or asked me for sex. I was alon

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e and foreign, so they thought I was a target. After that, I was lost on the beach and unable to find my accommodation because it was dark. (I was born with low vision). At my room, I was emotionally drained, frustrated, and alone. Those emotions carried over into this morning. I allowed them to linger instead of meditating, dancing, and letting them go. Instead, I went to bed thirsty (with no drinkable water) and frustrated.</p><h2 id="b04d">It always works out.</h2><p id="5585">As I was on the beach last night, I began to panic because everything was so different at night. At one point, I started to give in to my emotions because I previously feared being lost. During this time, my guides reassured me, “You’ll find your way.” They were right — I calmed myself down, took several deep breaths, and realized I was standing right in front of the path to my accommodation. My loves, I want you to know that you will always find your way; have faith.</p><h2 id="9a94">Final thoughts.</h2><p id="74e4">I am in the field figuring this out as I go. I want to share these personal experiences with you in hopes that it helps. Again, we are all in this together; it is okay to be vulnerable. Your willingness to speak out helps more than you realize. Share the good, the bad, and the ugly. There are good and unpleasant days — that is the truth. Luckily, I have more good days now, but I am learning to deal with the not-so-good days as they occur.</p><p id="7a04">Remember, keep grounded, keep high frequency, and do not allow your emotions (or negative thoughts) to overcome you. If you feel emotional, let it happen — be aware. Figure out what is triggering you, acknowledge it, and let it go. And always choose peace and love.</p><p id="9710">© Ari Love, 2022</p></article></body>

Introduction

Usually, when I wake up, I have a big smile, and I say, “It’s a beautiful day!” I sit in silence and connect with my spirit guides. On some days, I read or dance. On other days I sit outside, listen to the birds sing, and enjoy nature around me as I prepare for another day of adventure.

Today was different; I woke up emotional. I was sobbing heavily, and sadness poured over me. I allowed these emotions to run through me without judgment. I did not allow my thoughts to overcome me. Soon I got out of bed and walked outside to get some fresh air. As I sat outside, I decided to write this message.

Some days are difficult.

The truth is — some days are tough after a spiritual awakening. Everything is not rainbows and butterflies because you are awake. In fact, it might be quite the opposite. The difference is you allow those events to pass without dwelling on them. You are fully aware and are experiencing things as they happen.

When I arrived at my new destination, I had issues with my bank card. I arrived at my accommodation, and the woman yelled because I did not have cash. I explained that I have an international card, and some ATMs are blocked by my bank. I needed to get to another local ATM. After hours of sitting by the side of the road with my luggage (she refused to let me into the hotel), I got a sweet taxi driver. He took me to an ATM that accepted my foreign card.

When I checked into my room, it was not as pictured, unclean, and the Wi-Fi did not work. But I had a choice; I could complain, give in to anger, or flow in peace. I decided to keep my peace instead. When I saw the woman, I greeted her and said, “You sounded really upset on the phone.” She explained she wasn’t feeling well. I smiled, thanked her for everything, and walked away to enjoy the sunset.

It takes a lot of inner work to do what I did. The old me would have complained, cursed her out, and continuously replayed the events. I would have called my friend to vent and demanded another room. But that isn’t me anymore; it isn’t worth it. Whatever you do, choose peace.

Some days are emotional.

Like today, some days are emotional. You may cry, feel angry, or frustration out of nowhere. My loves, I empathize with you. I understand these days all too well, but please do not allow those emotions to consume you. Allow them to happen; get it out. It is okay to feel the way you do, but do not allow negative thoughts to take over.

As I lay in bed sobbing this morning, I was fully aware. In fact, I quickly got out of bed and began my day because I did not allow negative thoughts to keep me down; Why are you crying? You see, this is too hard! What are you thinking? You are all alone! You have no one, and you got lost! You should go back home!

Last night while walking along the beach, I was approached by several men who grabbed or asked me for sex. I was alone and foreign, so they thought I was a target. After that, I was lost on the beach and unable to find my accommodation because it was dark. (I was born with low vision). At my room, I was emotionally drained, frustrated, and alone. Those emotions carried over into this morning. I allowed them to linger instead of meditating, dancing, and letting them go. Instead, I went to bed thirsty (with no drinkable water) and frustrated.

It always works out.

As I was on the beach last night, I began to panic because everything was so different at night. At one point, I started to give in to my emotions because I previously feared being lost. During this time, my guides reassured me, “You’ll find your way.” They were right — I calmed myself down, took several deep breaths, and realized I was standing right in front of the path to my accommodation. My loves, I want you to know that you will always find your way; have faith.

Final thoughts.

I am in the field figuring this out as I go. I want to share these personal experiences with you in hopes that it helps. Again, we are all in this together; it is okay to be vulnerable. Your willingness to speak out helps more than you realize. Share the good, the bad, and the ugly. There are good and unpleasant days — that is the truth. Luckily, I have more good days now, but I am learning to deal with the not-so-good days as they occur.

Remember, keep grounded, keep high frequency, and do not allow your emotions (or negative thoughts) to overcome you. If you feel emotional, let it happen — be aware. Figure out what is triggering you, acknowledge it, and let it go. And always choose peace and love.