Obsessions and confessions
The Reason Why I'm Obsessed With Scripture
I never looked at it the way I look at it now
I used to be one of those people. You know, the people who couldn’t trust the words of the Bible. Why? Because man wrote it and how could I trust a man? When someone referred to or quoted a verse from the bible, I would rebel and debate with them over how bullshit it all was.
I didn’t want to hear any of it. I was wrong. God’s word is not bullshit. It’s the truth I needed.
It's not that I never read the bible. I’ve done so plenty of times but not in the way I read it now. Back in the day, I read random verses here and there and never put all those verses together so I couldn’t really understand the universe. I read it because it was in front of me, but now I read it because it calls me. I read it to gain wisdom and insights into tricky spiritual situations.
God’s word is now the only guidance I rely on and it’s all coming together. I’m more confident about my life now because I know I'm doing the right things. Before I started studying the words, I would tell lies without feeling bad. I would steal without feeling bad. I didn’t always honor my mother but now that I started reading the bible, I’m compelled to do the right thing.
I want to do the right thing.
God himself may not have written the words in the bible but I now know how the holy spirit works. It flows through a person and moves them. It moved King David to write the Psalms. The holy spirit moves me. It moves me to write and when I move my fingers across my keyboard; I know it’s something moving me. It circulates my heart and keeps me excited for no reason, even amidst the chaos.
My bible is a shield against all spiritual attacks.
And the stories are fascinating. It's incredible. I never looked at it the way I look at it now. It's like I’m looking at it through a different set of eyes.
Reading this book doesn't feel like a chore as it felt like in the past. These days I’m called to read. Literally. I feel called to read, and it’s not the kind of calling I can ignore. It’s the kind of call I’m eager to answer. I answer it because it's my help when there’s none.
Sometimes trouble comes and there’s no one in sight but the holy spirit. I feel confused deep within my soul and the Bible clarifies everything. It clears the fog and removes the confusion, replacing it with clarity.
My bible calms and soothes me.
I wish I felt this way sooner. I wish I didn’t brush off the people who were obsessed with the word and tried to tell me all about it. I wish I had listened to them. But it's better late than never, right?
Spirit and the universe are all around me, conspiring to help me understand what God has been trying to tell me this whole time. I only know the plan God has for me when I know the words.
All the self-improvement books I read never soothe my mind and soul, but God’s word does it every single time. The bible is the only book that actually touches something within me when I feel as if I can’t go on with life.
Having the holy spirit dwell in me is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I’m so grateful that it calls me every day to spend time with God and draw close to him.
The bible is mind-blowing when you actually open yourself up to understanding every single word. The bible speaks to each of us differently and that’s the best part. Personally, I've found that the words of the Bible aren't what it seems. There are always hidden messages and codes waiting for me to find.
Listen, I know how mundane and annoying it is to hear someone go on and on about God and the bible. I’ve been there, but this is different. I seek nothing but the truth and the bible is the truth.
“He who has ears let him hear.”