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ted by the magnificent sunrises in the center of my rainbow. This is the first time in my life that I have observed this phenomenon.The pot of gold is right in front of my eyes …I just need to focus…<figure id="a643"><img src="https://cdn-images-1.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:800/0*rgM-ap-RueDT9b1C"><figcaption></figcaption></figure>I know that I will get there soon. A sunny curb to the rhythms of the ocean will welcome me with open arms. I will finally have reached the opposite side of my chasm. I will finally look ahead and continue my journey like the sparkling and happy girl that I have always been.On this new road I desire to be well accompanied. I’m not just looking for a lover, I’m also looking for a friend. True intimacy consists in connecting on a deeper level with someone and touching one’s soul. Intimacy must evolve beyond physical bodies. I want to be able to share much more than my body. I want to share my soul.I want to go on a trips together, I want to spend moments watching sunsets with him, I want to run away with him, discover new places. I want to taste good dishes with him.I want my lover to be my other half, my equal, my best friend.I want to get lost in his eyes. I want to lose track of time with him. I want to talk about everything and anything with him, and have our conversations intertwined. I want to laugh and cry with him. I want us to endure together and in solidarity everything that life puts in our way.“There are things in life that are worth fighting for until the end” … On the shore of the Piedra river, I sat down and cried — Paulo Coelho<blockquote id="b613"><a href="https://readmedium.com/a-verse-about-today-and-tomorrow-4aa1e0dd2b4e">‘Whenever alone I would be chasing poems and filling my jar because darkness has to be illuminated by light.’ Priyanka Srivastava</a></blockquote><figure id="6b1f"><img src="https://cdn-images-1.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:800/1*kkuLfcLapuenkruR3SmJOg.jpeg"><figcaption>Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@itsmiki5?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText">Milan Popovic</a> on <a href="/s/photos/jar?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure>Two jars will became an integral part of my life in 2020. One where I carefully accumulate and protect the most precious moments and people of the year. The other to expel and enclose hermetically the few n

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egative remnants which will try to cling to my healed scars.In 2020 I was able to push away negativity and crappy darkness did not last long in my veins.I promised myself to expel negativity from my system on a daily note securely placed in the compost of my life jar; i.e. rejuvenating bullshit into beauty.Equivalently, so far pandemic or not, I was able to fill my 2020 jar of joy, bi-weekly, listening to the song of my life since end of 2016, Zaz’s Si jamais j’oublie (If I ever forget). <figure id="c34e"> <div> <div> <img class="ratio" src="http://placehold.it/16x9"> <iframe class="" src="https://cdn.embedly.com/widgets/media.html?src=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fembed%2F5ZDsCJ4rGD4%3Ffeature%3Doembed&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D5ZDsCJ4rGD4&image=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2F5ZDsCJ4rGD4%2Fhqdefault.jpg&key=a19fcc184b9711e1b4764040d3dc5c07&type=text%2Fhtml&schema=youtube" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="480" width="854"> </div> </div> </figure></iframe></div></div></figure>If I ever forget<blockquote id="f091">Remind me of the day and the year Remind me of the weather And if I forgot, You can shake me And if he wants to leave me Lock me up and throw the key away With booster shots Say my name If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why, I’m alive If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself Remind me of my wildest dreams Remind me of those tears on my cheeks And if I forgot, how much I loved to sing If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why I’m alive If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself Oh oh oh ooh Remind me who I am If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why, I’m alive Remind me of the day and the year</blockquote><blockquote id="df20">Songwriters: Eric Patrick Clapton / Felix Pappalardi / Gail Collins</blockquote>‘If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to other living beings, then you’re a badass with the heart of an angel.’ Keanu Reeves<a href="undefined">Francine Fallara,</a> 2020</article></body>

2020 — Visual Acuity

The Pot of Gold Is Right in Front of My Eyes

I Just Need to Focus…

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2016 ended my soulmate

2017 broke my anchor

2018 took my dad

2019 played with my hopes

2020 brought me inner peace

∞ I will make peace, trust my instincts, listen to my heart and fulfill my dreams

Until the end of 2020, I will stay in my comforting blanket, my bubble wrap, rejuvenate myself culturally, continue to take good care of myself by treating my body with respect, tap into it to reflect my authenticity, the best version of me.

I have never taken any annual resolutions in my life. I will continue to respect myself on this point. I will however, do everything to get rid of all negativity in my entourage. I want to move forward in life happy and accompanied. I want to share all the love that boils in my rebel warrior’s guts. More than anything, I want to live and share my joys with a special someone.

Expulsing and spitting out the darkness of the past years was a work in progress since end of 2016. It took longer than expected because more buckets of bullshit was thrown at me on my trail. Taking needed breaks, I continued as best as I could, with the help of true friends and my mind set to survival mode.

FrancineFallara_November 17th, 2019, Quebec City, Quebec, Canada

I know I will reach my happy place soon to finally rise, protected by the magnificent sunrises in the center of my rainbow. This is the first time in my life that I have observed this phenomenon.

The pot of gold is right in front of my eyes …

I just need to focus…

I know that I will get there soon. A sunny curb to the rhythms of the ocean will welcome me with open arms. I will finally have reached the opposite side of my chasm. I will finally look ahead and continue my journey like the sparkling and happy girl that I have always been.

On this new road I desire to be well accompanied. I’m not just looking for a lover, I’m also looking for a friend. True intimacy consists in connecting on a deeper level with someone and touching one’s soul. Intimacy must evolve beyond physical bodies. I want to be able to share much more than my body. I want to share my soul.

I want to go on a trips together, I want to spend moments watching sunsets with him, I want to run away with him, discover new places. I want to taste good dishes with him.

I want my lover to be my other half, my equal, my best friend.

I want to get lost in his eyes. I want to lose track of time with him. I want to talk about everything and anything with him, and have our conversations intertwined. I want to laugh and cry with him. I want us to endure together and in solidarity everything that life puts in our way.

“There are things in life that are worth fighting for until the end” … On the shore of the Piedra river, I sat down and cried — Paulo Coelho

‘Whenever alone I would be chasing poems and filling my jar because darkness has to be illuminated by light.’ Priyanka Srivastava

Two jars will became an integral part of my life in 2020. One where I carefully accumulate and protect the most precious moments and people of the year. The other to expel and enclose hermetically the few negative remnants which will try to cling to my healed scars.

In 2020 I was able to push away negativity and crappy darkness did not last long in my veins.

I promised myself to expel negativity from my system on a daily note securely placed in the compost of my life jar; i.e. rejuvenating bullshit into beauty.

Equivalently, so far pandemic or not, I was able to fill my 2020 jar of joy, bi-weekly, listening to the song of my life since end of 2016, Zaz’s Si jamais j’oublie (If I ever forget).

If I ever forget

Remind me of the day and the year Remind me of the weather And if I forgot, You can shake me And if he wants to leave me Lock me up and throw the key away With booster shots Say my name If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why, I’m alive If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself Remind me of my wildest dreams Remind me of those tears on my cheeks And if I forgot, how much I loved to sing If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why I’m alive If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself Oh oh oh ooh Remind me who I am If I ever forget my legs around my neck, If one day I run away, Remind me who I am, what I promised myself If I ever forget, the nights I spent Guitars and screams Remind me who I am, why, I’m alive Remind me of the day and the year

Songwriters: Eric Patrick Clapton / Felix Pappalardi / Gail Collins

‘If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to other living beings, then you’re a badass with the heart of an angel.’ Keanu Reeves

Francine Fallara, 2020