The people who pretend not to see me are the people who seem to gawk at my life the most.
I have a Facebook page for my son, the people on there are mostly family and friends. And about 30 people I’ve met within the last two years. I post about my son almost every day. Just his little adventures playing in the dirt and mud, or a trip to the library for group, or field trips. Anyway, I ran into a woman and she started telling me about the places she saw I took my son. And then had a list of suggestions on what I shouldn’t let him do or how to handle him. The point of that page is for me to document him in his entirety. He is 18-months. He’s as tenacious as any toddler … okay maybe a bit more, but who cares. Some of us turn out to be tenacious adults. This woman had never ‘liked’ any of Ender posts, but I’ve noticed she’s watched ever reel and now know she’s seen every post. Our son’s page is private because I know the danger of it being public. It’s there not just for documentation, but also so I don’t have to send everybody pictures and videos to four different families. Everyone has Instagram, great! I’m slowly uploaded his videos onto a private YouTuve and need to put them on a hard drive. I don’t mind her looking at my life, but it did feel a little weird for her to rattle off so many posts but never once liked as posts. I asked her why she doesn’t post anything and she said “I don’t want anybody in my business.” She inspired me to do a purge, so I removed anyone who wasn’t a relative or close friend, and the. disconnected automatic shares to my Facebook (the most recent video had 500+ views, 13 likes) I don’t even think I have 500 friends on there. It just feels weird with that many people watching. I’m going to scale back on showing my son the same way I scaled back on showing myself and my husband.
