The Lions Of Notting Hill Carnival
A Poem About Those Who Ruined My Experience of Notting Hill Carnival

This is a poem which reflects my personal experience of the carnival which was not positive. I do not speak for everyone who attended, many who loved the event so this is not a personal attack on the carnival. If any comments become racially motivated or abusive they will be removed and reported. I don’t think there will be, but you never know! I’ve seen worse and I want to make it clear, it’s not welcome here. Enjoy the poem!
Monday drawers in.
The crowd embodies a river.
A constant stream of people pushing past me, my skin brushing theirs.
Thousands of people, yet the eeriness of loneliness attacks me like a knife.
I stand still.
My eyes dart from side to side,
I search for the lions in sheep’s clothing.
I search for those who mean to harm me, those who mean to harm others.
I search for those who do not care about this event,
An event designed to fight against the violence of a marginalised culture,
To be a defiant light of hope and optimism to those who needed it.
I search for the ones who snuff out this light and bathe in the darkness
For in the darkness, they can cause destruction.
The alcohol is flowing along nicely,
We Brits like the excuse for a good drink after all.
There are those whose eyes dilate as the substances reach their blood,
They smile as it makes the colours brighter and the world seem more magical.
Blissfully unaware of the danger that surrounds them,
I wish I was unaware.
I wish the sensation of powerlessness would not cling to me like wet clothing,
Or the stabbing sense of forbode which attacks me would leave me,
But I am not so lucky.
So, I stare and I wait. What else can I do?
There is a change in the air and the flag of war is flown.
And so, it begins.
A man walks up to me,
He begins to grind against me,
No consent is needed by the stranger,
Obviously, attendance is consent enough for him.
The first lion in sheep’s clothing.
I ask him to stop and he ignores me,
My job in his eyes is to entertain him, something I have no desire to do.
I ask again, and nothing.
A third time and nothing.
Eventually, I take matters into my own hands and I wrangle free from my capture and escape,
The thousands of people now become my prison as I struggle to get through,
None bothering to help me.
I see houses abandoned,
Residents who felt they could only be safe by fleeing their homes.
And I cannot help but see a man decorating their front garden in his urine,
The lion relieves himself wherever he chooses.
Fleeing was clearly a wise choice.
I see women, too drunk to stand.
People ‘helping’ them and my stomach churns.
I hope they trying to help.
My brain jumps from lion to sheep, and I feel sick.
It doesn’t matter as they are absorbed into a wave of people and disappear from view.
Was it a sheep helping or a lion hunting for prey?
I’ll never know.
Later I see an officer wearing a high vis.
The yellow shines brightly in the sun happy and inviting,
Until they turn around.
The happiness of the yellow is shattered by the deep breath which bathes her back.
A painting created by the blood of a fallen sheep now graces it, defeated by a lion.
It reminds everyone, that they are not safe.
There is no safe.
I have no idea whose blood it is. I can only hope they are not too badly injured and will recover.
I cannot help them now.
Time ticks on.
Police push their way through the crowd, helping whomever they can.
A flying glass bottle hit the face of a bystander minding their own business.
Did they even care who they hit?
A lion is dominated by the sensation that any harm to a person is better than being left out of needless violence.
I spend the day watching as the lions disguised in sheep’s clothing continue to suck out the light of the event, one victim at a time.
As the sun bids its farewell and the moon takes its place,
The horses come out to play.
They stand tall, threatened.
They show no fear and I envy them for this. I have only felt fear today.
They push away the lone stragglers and as they disappear into the night, they are now someone else’s problems.
I take in the battlefield and sigh.
Too early to count the fallen, those whose lives will be ruined tonight.
Those Lions who won their mission for destruction,
Those sheep who will pay for it,
Those who brushed up against trauma,
But will never know how close they came to the worst day of their lives.






