The Importance of Building Your Own Values and Self-Validation
Short-term self-care for surviving spaces that do not support you

American culture encourages you to delay feeling proud of yourself until external validation has been granted. Practice this and you get to the point where you cannot feel proud until that validation materializes. And if it doesn’t, you withhold approval of yourself. Then, because you are always in your own company, you constantly feel like you’re lacking and you get to the point where even external validation cannot land. (Koritha Mitchell)
This article about not waiting until external validation comes to award you and instead of giving yourself the space to reward yourself based on your own metrics rang true for me. In these words, Mitchell elegantly describes how metrics applied to POC are often used as a double standard that does not hold white counterparts the same way.
By default, we often wait for these external metrics to define whether we’ve “succeeded”. E.g., buying a house, publishing papers, earning x amount of money. It often feels like a losing game, when these systems that engender these metrics place more obstacles in front of one but not the other.
In defining my own metrics of success and value, I’ve found healing. I no longer feel less than when embedded in a conversation with other students who boast about how little sleep they get. I value the routine of steady work, steady progress, and a reliable sleep schedule to ensure the longevity of my growth.
An important caveat: This is a short-term solution that’s focused on the self because in the moment of handling discrimination, we all need respite and recuperation. This is one way to build resilience.
Resilience is not the solution to systemic bias. I often find that when I’m speaking up about systemic bias, I get the spiel of “be more resilient”!
I am resilient, and I am growing ever more resilient.
It doesn’t negate that there is discrimination in placing more obstacles in front of one but removing them from another yet telling one “to be more resilient” and congratulate the other as “more successful”.
Imagine where this resilience would have gotten me, us if the odds were equal. Imagine.
Organizational mental health workshops that are just people repeatedly saying “gratitude !!!!!!!!!!!!!!” and “resilience !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” are not the answer. Support your words and pay us a living wage, and then we can talk about gratitude.
Hi, I’m Lucy Dan 蛋小姐 (she/her/她) and we need to talk about how self-care (at the personal level) needs to be supplemented with community care (at the environmental level). We do not live in siloed existence, which we very much learned this year during the pandemic. So why are so many mental health solutions focussed on personal change without tackling the systemic factors that contribute to poor mental health?
Hop down the rabbit hole? 🐰🕳
^ by Andrea D. Price
