The Girl In Cheerleader Outfit
All it takes for a smile is a box of fried chicken.
Woooo~ shii~~
I pull over in front of the apartment building, hit the button “Arriving now”. The rider should be out anytime. Smile, be professional. This is the only reason I need to put a smile on my face.
Summer of 2017, I lost my job. A few weeks later, my wife was diagnosed with lung cancer stage four. All these years, my wife struggles with the treatment, my son struggles with school, I struggle with the job. Having gone to dozens of interviews, if I were lucky enough to get a response, it would be like “sorry, you are overqualified.”
Like a bird flying over the endless ocean, I struggle to find my foothold.
Thank God I still have Uber Driver. But it doesn’t necessarily change my motto: life is a struggle, not a smile.
A young girl shows up at the door. Heavy makeup, sport skirt — heading to a party? But she looks so young.
She is in my car. I give a smile to the rearview mirror.
“Can I have your name please?”
“Jane. It’s my grandma. She called Uber for me. My name is Ella.”
“Sorry, but how old are you? You know, we can’t take a single rider under the age of 18.”
“I know. But please, my grandma is sick. I need to get some money. We need it now.”
Well, we do it all the time. Besides, the app shows it’s a long ride — two stops and sending her back home. So we get on the road. Mindlessly I ask, “Going to a party after this?”
“No. I am a cheerleader in my high school. We have training today. I might be running late. So I dress up now to save time.” A contrast between the somber face and the beautiful outfit. Then we fall silent along the ride.
The first stop is far away, it’s a Popeyes restaurant. I wait outside for a long time. Then she comes out with a takeaway box. I see tears in her eyes. She requests to cancel the second stop and send her back home. After a while, I steal a glance at the mirror. She seems to be still sobbing. Suddenly she says, “May I eat the fried chicken in your car?” She holds up the takeaway box.
“Sure, go for it.” I feel like I am talking to my son Jack. He is in high school freshman year. The motto –life is a struggle, not a smile — seems too heavy for them.
With the smell of fried chicken spreading in my car, a big smile pops up in my mirror. Tears still on her face, she already turns into a butterfly. We start to talk.
“I live with my grandma. She’s been sick for years. We live on my part-time job in Popeyes. We often struggle with money. I called the restaurant yesterday to ask for a paycheck they already delayed. The manager promised to bring it this afternoon. So I was gonna get the check and cash it in the liquor store at the second stop. But when I got there, the manager just forgot to bring the check. I begged for a long time but no use.”
“Then he gave me a box of fried chicken. He knows I love fried chicken; I can eat it forever.”
When we get to the apartment building, she smiles like a wild rose. She bounces like she’s got the money and is running to her grandma with good news. I was wondering what really lies ahead of her, comfort grandma, rush to school, and come back to again face the money problem. Whatever it is, a box of fried chicken has put a smile on her face and got her ready for the next blow coming her way.
I can’t do anything to help her. I can’t even cancel the ride fare as it’s on the app. But suddenly I feel grateful. My wife has been in remission for four years now. The doctor says every day is a miracle for her. But sometimes we don’t really need a miracle to put a smile on our face. All it takes is a box of fried chicken.
I decide to stop by Popeyes nearby today and bring home a box of fried chicken. I will tell my wife that the new generation of medicine for that type of cancer has been released lately. I will tell my son that his struggle with Spanish class is nothing. One day he will be forgotten by his manager, and he will find a moment when he will forget the whole world.
My phone is flashing, a ride request shows up. Here comes my fried chicken moment. Swiping the app to take it, I get on the road. The South California sun hits my face, sizzling yet reviving. I will smile at it, I am sure it will smile back.
