The Endless Schemes of My Sex Trafficker’s Abuse ‘Network’ — Part Four

They saw it as a sick “game.”

They saw it as a sick “game,” fully aware of how crucial it was for me to be a “good” mother and break the cycle of abuse I had experienced in my own upbringing.

Their main objective was to make me forget the abuse through dissociative amnesia, and unfortunately, they succeeded.

However, the therapists that I started seeing several months prior to meeting him to deconvert from strict Roman Catholicism had already picked up on this much earlier by thoroughly examining my case, during which they identified very classic symptoms of adult grooming for sex trafficking, often referred to as “The Lover Boy Method.”

We are certain this was their goal as we had been monitoring their conversations for years, witnessing how they exploited and harmed countless women using extremely cruel methods…and being entertained by their trauma responses.

However, transcripts, screenshots, and journal entries my ‘parts’ saved from my experiences helped me piece together what was going on.

Their intention was either to make me suffer so much that I would no longer be a problem or to make me question whether I was truly a “good” person in their black and white reality.

If I did not fit into their idea of being “all good,” then I was automatically considered “all bad,” and that, to them, meant I needed to be torn down, burned, and destroyed.

My life was being destroyed due to what they said was their “Madonna-Whore Complex,” which is a psychological concept that reflects a man’s divided perception of women into two categories: the Madonna, who represents purity, goodness, and virtue, and the whore, who represents sexuality, sensuality, and seduction.

This concept suggests that men may have difficulty seeing women as complex individuals who embody both traits, leading to a compartmentalized view of women as either virtuous or debased, rather than recognizing our multi-dimensional nature.

For years, they went as far as pretending to be my ‘friend’ just to install Remote Access Trojans on my devices, which were obtained solely through the use of decoy accounts, never the others. I found myself repeatedly victimized because I couldn’t fathom projecting this darkness onto anyone, as it simply didn’t exist within me.

They forced me to flee my homes 4 times due to the horrific public and private humiliation they forced into my life for…entertainment.

I felt completely trapped, which eventually led to me developing severe Complex PTSD, several dissociative disorders, and brain damage from the constant stress and fear overwhelming my brain circuits.

Individuals were found to be acquiring my public records through data-mining websites, triggering a domino effect that resulted in the proliferation of my information across approximately 40 comparable websites.

I was made to understand that this was essentially a form of ‘legal’ doxxing for profit, a concept shamelessly exploited by these individuals.

Interestingly enough, try to guess the one ‘status’ these data brokers conveniently ignore when you request the removal of your personal data and location.

Yes:

‘I’m a sex trafficking survivor, and your exploitation for profit has endangered my life as well as that of my entire family. By cross-linking ‘people I know,’ such as family members, loved ones, friends, and even former roommates, you risk their families’ safety as well.’

When I conveyed a similar message to them, this was DeleteMe’s reply:

“Hi there,

The DeleteMe privacy service removes from this set of data brokers that are known for scraping people’s information from public sources and offering up as search results, and in many cases, charging for those results.

Please understand that sites noted with the single asterisk are the sites that are included in the DeleteMe Standard service as indicated at the bottom of the site list.

We also have multiple tiers of service above the DeleteMe Standard service that you can upgrade your DeleteMe coverage to:

• DeleteMe Gold -This tier of service will remove your information from over 60 sites through privacy reports that are processed every two months (for a total of 6 reports every year).

The Cost is $180 per year per member.

• DeleteMe Diamond - This tier of service will remove your information from over 65 data broker and people search sites through privacy reports that are processed every month. This plan includes enhanced personal data source coverage for an individual and the Diamond plan includes some business data brokers. Diamond plan members can proactively mitigate risk anytime you go online by masking your personal data to control where the information ends up in the first place.

The cost is $425.00 per year per member.

• DeleteMe Platinum - This tier of service will remove your information from over 75 data broker and people search sites through privacy reports that are processed every month in addition to a Google search engine scrub froma dedicated DeleteMe privacy advisor. Unlimited custom removal requests and 12 emergency removal requests are also included.

The cost is $1,000 per year per member.

• DeleteMe VIP - This tier of service will remove you from over 100 data broker and people search sites through privacy reports that are processed every month in addition to a Google search engine scrub from a dedicated DeleteMe privacy advisor. This level of service can add up to 5 additional members as a family plan. Unlimited custom removal requests and 12 emergency removal requests are also included.

The cost of this plan is $5,000 per person per year.”

It was astonishing to witness individuals dedicating substantial effort to crafting alternative narratives, cherry-picking data and distilling everything down to less than 1% of the situation.

They then ensured my silence by sending people to intimidate me, serving as a constant reminder of their control over me.

So, in doing the math for a family of 3, this would be $540 per year, or $45 per month for Gold. Next would be $1,275 per year or $107 per month for Diamond. Last we have the “VIP” package at $15,000 per year or $1,250 per month.

That’s the one I needed to escape them.

To put that into perspective:

After abusers destroy both our private and public reputations, careers, finances, and force them to flee multiple homes, survivors often find ourselves in a precarious financial situation. Uprooting every aspect of our lives can leave us with significant challenges in terms of making a living.

Guess how much we earn by going through such horrific abuse:

$0

These companies were selling my personal information legally to anyone with a credit card, including my sex trafficker’s abusive 'network’. This led to years of gangstalking, blackmail, extortion, and illegal surveillance, but it was only ever about him.

It felt like I was living in a real-life “Black Mirror” episode.

To be continued…