The DMT dragon crystal — Diving Deeper

Dragons, Jaguars & hyperspace battles

The wonder and astonishment of the crystal dragon were still freshly imprinted in my memory when the next ayahuasca ceremony came up. Set for a full sunny day in the beautiful mountains near my hometown the idea was to see what would happen with the crystal on an extended breakthrough.

Now, this effort overlaps with the general intention of the session to look closer into a friend’s illness. Previous efforts have been interesting but were inconclusive at best.

It was a beautiful summer day in nature under the trees of the sacred space. There were no sounds except the light crackling of the fire in the middle of the circle, a light breeze rustling in the leaves and the calls of busy birds. With the intentions set and the group ready — the not too badly licorice tasting brew was handed out to everyone in the circle. The medicine of this circle was consistently strong and one cup usually was sufficient for a clear breakthrough.

After the meditative waiting period and some light nausea, things became quiet. The thick warmth of a softly but mightily expanded consciousness set in. Moving onto the other side the jaguar energy came into my body. If you have not encountered the Jaguar energy yet, it is an incredibly wild and very powerful energy. Once you meet the Jaguar, there is no such thing as missing or mistaking it. In the Amazon, they say that one needs to master the energy or the energy will run wild with the ayahuascero.

While the Jaguar’s claws were piercing through my hands, I crouched on the floor like a cat with an instinct to strike. There were whiskers around a mouth lined with long sharp teeth. Senses heightened, my body was ready to strike down its prey. Long gone was any semblance of the everyday self. I was the Jaguar! The high vibration made my entire body tremble. It was hard keeping it together.

At the same time in the internal vision, I saw a body from the outside floating in black space. A white light pierced through the layers of the body from the inside. It was the large force of another consciousness trying to fit into that body. It was odd and almost a little ridiculous: “how would such a huge consciousness fit into such a small body?” It seemed almost like a riddle. While the energy of that large consciousness was ripping through my entire body, pulsating and vibrating, heavy breathing, I decided to just relax and not worry about it any longer. A series of otherworldly tests and battles ensued that is meant for another story.

I took the crystal from the side of my camping mattress into my right hand. It was the same black quartz crystal you know already from part one.

Instantly a surprising shift happened: Upon touching the crystal my consciousness changed. The body feeling changed. Suddenly different body proportions that were a lot larger than the Jaguar emerged. It felt entirely different.

With astonishment, I realized that my consciousness had merged with that of a dragon! It, or rather we had a large yellow-whitish head. An elongated snout and dozens of sharp teeth. It looked and felt very proportionate and in a way slender. Not as meaty and thick as in some Asian depictions, rather like a fierce, well balanced and proportioned creature from a fantasy novel cover. It was a tall and very powerful creature. It was fully grown and felt ancient.

Despite its scales having a whitish color, I somehow knew it was a black dragon. It conveyed that there were different kinds of dragons. Red, yellow, blue, white (and possibly others). The color was a designation of the dragon sub-species or clan rather than the actual color of the skin.

The energy that came with it was enormous. Jaws vibrating, heavy breathing, this time I felt wings protrude from my back. Nonetheless, there was a remainder of my ego mind present. It was excited about the dragon but wanted to see what it was good for:

That said, I set the intention to “dial in” to my friend. Upon asking to see the sickness that is plaguing him, I was shown another type of smaller dragon. It looked dark grayish. It resembled more a snake than a real dragon. It had an ugly and mean slithering quality.

It seemed to belong to the lower part of the “dragon kingdom” yet its nature was different. This one had come with others from another dimension. They had slipped through a crack into our reality system. Naturally, they were not native to our reality. They do not belong.

This was not right. They had no business in his system! Somehow it all made sense: If a creature of the dragon kingdom is the cause of the illness — it needs to be expelled by another, more powerful dragon.

It seemed like in that world, age and lineage were related to power. We were fuming! How could such a low creature even dare to take the space to breathe in this reality! The dragon emanated a projection of power and superiority towards the other creature. It impressed upon it that it had to leave and that this was no place to stay any longer. The sense of wrongdoing was quite strong in regards to the lesser dragon creature.

Despite the display of power, the other creature did not seem to budge much. We got fed up and ripped the creature apart. The lesser dragon appeared more like a wireframe rendering exploded into hundreds of triangular shaped energetic pixels. However, to my dismay, there was a constant influx of new creatures of the same type. It was intense. The battle was on!

Despite the display of power the other creature did not seem to budge much. We finally got fed up and ripped the creature apart. The lesser dragon which looked more like a wireframe rendering exploded into hundreds of triangular shaped energetic pixels. Success! However, to my dismay, there was a constant influx of new creatures of the same type. It was intense. The battle was on!

The dragon showed me his other capabilities. Weirdly I was surprised when I opened my mouth and realized I could spit fire. What a sensation! We unleashed a couple of flaming bursts at the incoming creatures.

There was a sudden shift. Once my conscious mind registered what had happened, the dragon had pulled back a round form of white energy from a very remote and far away space. Again, I was quite surprised but understood immediately what that meant. I had read about it a couple of times and was familiar with it as a mental concept.

What a difference to witness it live and in color! The dragon had recovered a “soul” fragment of my friend’s consciousness. He protected it with its wings and I projected love towards the white ball of energy messaging how much he is loved.

With the protective perimeter in place, my ego mind wanted to have some real-world tangible outcome. I wanted instant remote healing of my friend’s condition. Whatever it would take to destroy and fight the creatures.

However, at some point, I realized that the fight with these many dragon creatures was an endless endeavor. They were just too many and I did not know how to fight them all.

I realized I was completely powerless for myself. It almost felt as if the dragon was an illusion. I don’t think it was, but ayahuasca showed me that my ego or myself does not have any power.

Realizing that weakness, a hole opened inside myself and it felt as if my head fell through my neck into the bottom of my chest. A huge wave of gut-wrenching pain surfaced. I cried and it felt like the biggest loss of the universe. I saw that I was powerful and powerless at the same time. Only the grace of God could now help.

It was not up to me to decide. Not in my hands. It showed me that people have their own agendas and trajectories on a soul level. Their consciousness decides what is best for them. No power in the world can change it when a soul has made a decision. I felt tremendous pain but also so much gratefulness that he has spent time with me being my friend. That he has enriched my life in so many ways.

I could not grasp on to him. No matter how much I loved, I should not grasp on to him. The realization and pain flowed through my body and heart. It created a space inside. It was very painful but it freed me in an indescribable way. To truly love meant to letting go.

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